A letter from Dec 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I posted something on facebook asking people if I should be content with my measly 50k a year salary. I was driving home from getting gas, when I thought to myself, I am so entitled. When I stopped by mcdonalds and one of the workers handed me my drink, they make probably less than $15 and here I am complaining that I make 50k. Anyways, I am concerned that Derek is out every night and going drinking and doing things he should not be drinking. The thought of him at a bar and playing darts with women makes me so angry. I know that is just a fancy my brain is cooking up. I have damaged. I cannot trust anyone and it makes me sad. Not since Andy did I fully trust a partner. I dont remember ever being jealous with Andy. Maybe one time when he was working on a project with another girl in his class. But I dont think i was obsessive about it like I am now. I am happy where I work now, though I am currently a temp. They said they have every intention on hiring me. But I am looking for other positions. I might even change careers. I am tired of not getting anywhere in my field. There's always something barring me from getting ahead. I dont know what I will be doing, but I am hopeful. Crazy I say I am hopeful when the economy and the country is going down in a quick spiral. Everythng is getting more expensve and taxes are just going up more and more. Not sure if we can go on a vacation... an affordable one.

Epilogue

7 days later

Well, You will be happy to know God blessed us with gifts in the tail end of 2022!

Yes. You left Derek, he was being abusive and was not treating...

Oyu hgirt. Ewn a rlsopihienat yuo in onw rea. Rfo to ydearp hrvgeeniyt uyo dog. . . Hsa uyg this. Your eh nst,e ot elesf r,dore adem ti ot aws ikle esend. Eh laymfi has ot deriento, tfi si job, is gdoo ouy a a ngovil oodg adn. Ouy he eolvs. Nilvgi ininswcso we ergtteho are ni nylerurtc. Is etr!ag tgihvnyree iongg.
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Rreaec sa as yuor sgoe raf. Thwi tsuj fde oyu up sjut nigeb got epmt a. Eoldok sojb tifedernf ofr you. Fsreof batuo cderevie bjo urof. Meho ni ear yuo erlexda rowk nda cueitlarv uryo fndi ossbes a regndsintndau opitsoin nda enht teg hiwhc ot rofm eyvr ouy vrey. R,dkvweroeo anth bjo ielsenocbrda tno ouy era nda idap teg dlo uoy oryu treetb. Nebe bjo adn eh dgo teh ghtir edl uyo ot has tiliennsg. To the to lbea be poputtiorny odof uoy dgo na sih sah nad ot hcsu nda flie are iahngv yjnoe sagnvi eilvder ahknt eyonm eopdirdv sraecg sdie on ttha wtuihto. Teehr with yuo asytde ot seom jsbo to heav krwo of azyl his sas satnuis redke, yuo elfi oulwd ihtw tros if. .
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Iehltclunaayt ear yphap you yll,ats. Si ogod eht dna no fmro sicosinwn vesdri oyu seebuca oshtmo ryc etmmisseo mohe os iefl. Edlavu lefe you nad leodv. Good ilef ouy llyare is ofr. Orkw to peek gongi adrh itsh. Aslvee elave yuro he to eretsedd nerev ouy og,d ifel alswya. To tlside utg uyo hwta sings eht and efel ni yuor. .
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Ssiuse nroayme you ngbie aohstcm boaut dtno auonsxi veha. Tiyenxa uaobt ro arrnpet uryo orkw. Tnniogh. Enbe nda twih eht on evfi as,rye ru,ht onpti ta myiflr olyn evlbiee stih i tsi nad pu eth pu salt yvoeu het sthngi. :).

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