A letter from Dec 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday was 3rd of December and my best friend (William) gave his sweat to a girl (his crush). He is my best friend and he didn’t tell me about her, but what hurts the most is the fact that I love him, not as a friend but as a lover. Well, I’m not mad, I’m just hurt. I know I started to like him two weeks ago and he maybe liked her a long ago, so I can not be mad at him, because he didn’t know it, I don’t blame him for anything, it’s just.. that… it hurts.. it hurts a lot you know. I hope he is happy with her, but I think he was more with me.. just saying ahha :/ Are u okay future me?! Are u with somebody?! I think ur happy now?! Did u enter CIC?! Or did u enter another college?! Well hope ur fine :)