A letter from Nov 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, it’s been a while. ocean unfriended you, tim is gone and anthony has forgotten you. noah and you are distant now. i miss them so much. ethan is still your friend tho and so is zainab.. sort of. school has started and you’ve met braden aka the white boy who likes you. you liked him too but then something changed and you don’t know what it is. everyone has left you but you have met many people during that time. you had a small bit of confidence online but since school in person started, you’re so ugly and you have so many insecurities but as you should. huge forehead, ugly nose, discolored skin, dark skin, not even a ⏳you’re just a 🚪 lmfao. that’s probably why your friends talk behind your back especially brianna. maybe you deserve it. maybe everything you’re going through is because of you. your sad has sa you and what did you do? nothing you stayed quiet. maybe it’s for the best. you will ruin your family and you’ll be seen as a dirty girl. everything has changed but one thing: your insecurities. i’m so drained and i can’t talk to anyone anymore. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m not sad i’m happy. but there are moments where i wish things were different. i’m the bad guy and everyone says it to my face everyday. i’m so tired. i hope i don’t ever forget the people i mentioned in the beginning of this letter. they mean so much to me and i don’t want to ever forget them even if they’ve forgotten me. dear future me i hope you’re still alive by the time you see this<3