A letter from Nov 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, 2 surprises for you in a day well you deserve it for coming this far anyway I just had a thought that what if on the day you receive this letter you were really feeling low or you were really indecisive about a decision you are supposed to make then this letter might really help so I told you about the nightmare and how I almost called in sick at work well I did not I picked myself up I told myself I am really scared about what them coming back means and I really feel like **** right now but I will still face it I took a shower and I went to work and the best part is I had an amazing day and work was awesome and I love myself so ******* much and you know what maybe I just did not get enough sleep that is why they came back or i am just fatigued and as am sitting here right now I am all smiles and I am listening to conquer by Jussie smollet and Estelle you know how much we love that song and you are probably looking for your phone right now after you see this so you can listen to it😂anyway i told myself i am scared and terrified but i will face it so whatever it is face it be afraid but not a coward you are stronger than you know💪so trust your instincts be brave be strong be bold be you and as always don't forget to smile😊now get up and go make that decision like the 21 year old adult you are😂whew and you are almost 22🤣