A letter from Oct 31st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Lmao I feel like shit I just feel like I’ve been told to fuck of by someone who I thought I was super close with for 6 months It doesn’t even feel like I’ve lost a relationship, more like a friend I feel like I’ve lost the person I knew I feel like I’ve done something so horribly wrong yet I haven’t I’ve never been given a reason, I don’t know who what where or why I don’t know if I’m thinking wrong if she’s in the wrong It just seems to be getting worse How is it my fault The way I even think Of her has changed so much I’ve got so much feeling of anger and hatred towards her now I don’t know I don’t know if I’ll ever know I’ll get over it one day, but I still will just never know It feels like I’ve been tricked, lulled into this trap and then just shot Told that I just need some time, told we’ll be good friends, told that everything’s fine between us, then just ignored and told to fuck off I want so much to not care But I can only try so hard I want to give up

Epilogue

6 months later

Lmao
Funny how much time can change
How you act when you get your first heartbreak
Welp...

Sinec agndech sah otla.
I slse ot of dchil nthik im iekl neo fro a.
Am i? how swonk ubt.
In i im mi 9 eb naem i pheo eigtngt eorslc ntmhso nagno 81 os.
I eht ti eno tdetras ugsse a ristf yera ynearl iesnc. Ntikh huh rdwei ot.
So lrleayc sismtmeoe but rtegof idd rbo dacer ttha i muhc i i.
.
Het ntghi si rcsya pnpnehagi and iagan ist.
Of lifegne aiedfl nylo lful so si sneimghot ety gnintaw eth hreeti thans yulfl stuj yte bd,a it htta or frdeicnfee cddecues.
Od nca meor hwta tub i.
Night ignlkta eyerv yda dna.
Tnhe onhgint tetber athts.
Ogdo fi fele og neve ythe teh ,sftuf prneatiioshls tsal y,b fi asw nda uinr to neo.
.
Usgse i pu i niddt utb vieg.
Wn'o tileyalerv apphy mi.
Thta g,doo ey so si.
It get anc ttereb.
Ey.
Wanyasy.
Cay.

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