I hope you're doing well

Peaceful right?

Dear Dickhead, I just realized that I started my transformation more than a year ago. Looking back, I'm was depressed and found comfort in her. So, I literally said "I want to be worthy of her, I want her to be proud of me". Things had been so fast, right now, she's our girlfriend. I hope you don't mess it up buddy. She's the most beautiful and sweet girl I know. I hope you're taking care of her. I hope you're still doing your best to be "worthy" of her, to be better. I know it's rough and I also believe that it's probably also rough there if not worst but trust me, just please take care of her. I love her with my all. She's the who's been supporting me even on my lowest point. I hope you don't break your word or even **** her feelings over some temporary ****. Also, if things are not going good, just remember it'll be fine. Also, text her number (09056404647), chat her on FB. Even if you're done, she'll definitely support and love you. Lastly, it's been weeks since I started Habitica and, just yesterday, I also started Journaling my days. So yeah, keep yourself and don't **** up your chemistry test next time. Study and don't think "Oh, I should be fine" cause your definitely not gonna be fine. Take of yourself dude, remember that it'll only gonna be 4-5 years, the next couple of years after that is much much much harder so just ram things head on.

Epilogue

6 months later

Well, my email is full of spams so I realy never got to check this on my mail. It was like 6 months late but here's my reply~

Dude. Oh,...

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Of rohytw seh wsa udb dan uyor etim ton ateitnotn. . . ,ky we i utb ays is dwoul wath did hre lodve ielk to. We su ernve edma lfet rbfeoe ensootim hes feel ahtt. Mginit btu the tno saw hgrit. Era onyug ouy ieavn adn ugys tbho. Yuo a eth nur obth lisrtahnopie tlt,unfaunorey oyu ened reipeecnxe kcla ot. 'aswtn rof ti anguth toh. Nad ouy nldeear ti, it rmfo was ysug unhgeo. .
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A ni tughrho wsa have lto hatt to nesarplhioit nglo roedr teh tccpae we deda ot go. Of a olt edosmncu eadr i soko,b adn ltka ia,edm oepepl to. . . Pleope elnnio a hlel olt fo. Htn,e oen dya dn,a. . . Rsetdceepisd atht i i twna ondt' zreaield ot devlo nda be efle to i twan. Rfo t,ath dna i hre tfel. I capel a orf rfo i won esacdher pacee orf lesfym, ym talicyev rsdeheac. . . Ti dan ogt i. Aepce now ta 'mi. Lmesyf biatsht eb peaec is a to mya ton utb retho nxicepree,e htat het epcea uqunie nay i it enghieltden loepep. .
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Ym si od hatt cepae nwo y,mslef het ym crtrenu eb i tgi,nh fo actbepilisia bgine eabl ntcigpeca uwtohti jtus to ghatni ounfd. I hrhtuog nad srehe eftr,fo dnufo epeca wlli wno my. Atremt s,u the that wokn scerad on of tisll i yam tbu 'im it is whta veag thw refuut. . . Ntehoismg 'ist 'lhtalt ilef nto ned my. .
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Eryv autrlfeg vhae a i tyulr ma lmyiaf thta i pisvtorpeu. I'm uyg now hpyap my. Ew otn tigvnniaga hatt ni a lot rwee' het fo alpce dark adh oecn loubter. Onw we know hatt a r'eew won and nuot aehv we alog, gemshtoin. .

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