I hope you're doing well

Peaceful right?

Dear Dickhead, I just realized that I started my transformation more than a year ago. Looking back, I'm was depressed and found comfort in her. So, I literally said "I want to be worthy of her, I want her to be proud of me". Things had been so fast, right now, she's our girlfriend. I hope you don't mess it up buddy. She's the most beautiful and sweet girl I know. I hope you're taking care of her. I hope you're still doing your best to be "worthy" of her, to be better. I know it's rough and I also believe that it's probably also rough there if not worst but trust me, just please take care of her. I love her with my all. She's the who's been supporting me even on my lowest point. I hope you don't break your word or even **** her feelings over some temporary ****. Also, if things are not going good, just remember it'll be fine. Also, text her number (09056404647), chat her on FB. Even if you're done, she'll definitely support and love you. Lastly, it's been weeks since I started Habitica and, just yesterday, I also started Journaling my days. So yeah, keep yourself and don't **** up your chemistry test next time. Study and don't think "Oh, I should be fine" cause your definitely not gonna be fine. Take of yourself dude, remember that it'll only gonna be 4-5 years, the next couple of years after that is much much much harder so just ram things head on.

Epilogue

6 months later

Well, my email is full of spams so I realy never got to check this on my mail. It was like 6 months late but here's my reply~

Dude. Oh,...

Ngsiht cgdaehn how eavh. Ont e'ouyr hitw erh yoenmra. Hos'w youer' 01x b,tu whit omsenoe ertbet. Oyru feetcf all of htta on twroh haev arlely het "dmoo oryu na dna slfe oerienctpp hes did evga in"gssw ipelser oyu dolc. Ouy her yrngamri be owu'ldnt eunat,oyfnurlt. Lla put sret nwo eb to cna tsohe ear p"la"sn. .
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Mite seh ton bud oyru of twhyor dna oetnattni was. . . ,yk we twah hre but eikl ludwo i to vodle sya is idd. Ahtt she oentsimo us eftl dmae we veenr eofrbe lfee. Teh iigtnm aws not trhig tub. Uogny sgyu enaiv are uyo dna thob. Eedn a ieeexcernp urn lakc hte to thbo yuo uyo ntyoutfarelun, lihpnaioetsr. Oht rof w'tans it gatunh. Eelrdan was sguy neohgu ouy i,t nad rmfo ti. .
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Tlo a atth cetcpa asw vahe ot ew troeailnipsh ot teh gnlo in edrro deda og uhrhogt. Ot e,dami eeoppl nmsucedo fo kb,oso i dan ltka a lto arde. . . People fo lhel a otl innole. Nda, dya oen ten,h. . . Htta ot dan dtn'o anwt eb feel i eddetcsrepsi aeedlirz eldov tnwa i ot i. I her thta, fro left dna. I plcae ehscader dsecaher rof i onw for rof a ecvtayli cpaee ym fyl,esm. . . Got ti adn i. At 'im nwo apece. I nya htedignnlee ueniqu htat eeacp femyls ti htoer yma aepce si eth oeplpe btu be a otn expi,eceren ihtabts to. .
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My is uertrcn abel own ot i nufod do pliaitiabsec apcee htwitou eyflms, nactpegic sjtu inhagt eb ,hting my that het fo ingbe. My wlil i ndofu fertof, dna wno reehs hrhtguo pacee. Ti of btu i futrue aym atth agve i'm u,s atertm llits tawh kwon the no si reacsd twh. . . Ym edn ielf hat'ltl sit' hemniosgt not. .
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I ylifam ma i taht reyv ursvotpipe evha a ltyur ratuflge. Uyg onw my im' hapyp. Ee'wr uoerlbt a ni ngagtiivna eht ew not olt dark of dha eonc plaec atht. Nowk a r'eew adn aevh own won atth itmgeshon toun ,gloa ew we. .

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