A letter from Oct 20th, 2021

Dear My Future, Dapat dear future me talaga to pero dahil future kita kaya sayo ko na lang isesend. You know love, nagsimula yung umaga ko ng umiiyak ako and sorry love kung nakadagdag pa ko sa pagaalala mo, sa mga iniisip mo lalo na nagpeflare up yung eczema mo pero love hindi ito about sa pagrarant ko, I want you to know na even my day starts with crying i want you to know na i will never hate this day not just because my sister's birthday but because this is the date na nagstart yung twice. You know love na thankful ako sa twice bukod sa I met them nung oras na gusto ko magpalamon sa lungkot, naging rason sila ng happiness ko bago kita makilala almost 7 months,and they keep me sane, they become my inspiration, my motivation, my comfort and everything. In 7 months I'm doing fine, stanning them, watching them, and be happy with that because they become my home not knowing that I will met someone like you because of them, they gave me lights in my darkness they gave you. I know na isa to sa plano ni God and instrumento lang sila but im still thankful kasi yung happiness ko is binigyan talaga ako ng happiness and it's that you. Thank you baby and always remember that I'm always grateful na nakilala kita even though sometimes magkaiba talaga pananaw natin sa buhay. Right now we're talking about sa gusto mo ko pumunta dyan, na what if ayain ako nila ate bea. You know i want it love. I want it na makilala ka, makasama sila, pumasok sa mundo mo but my insecurities is ******* me and i know na talagang seryoso ako satin kasi before wala akong pakialam kung gustuhin man ako ng sa paligid mo but right now, naiinsecure ako, natatakot ako. Na gusto ko once na hinrap mo na ko sa fam mo may maipagmamalaki na ko, na tayo hindi dahil sa may trabaho ka kundi dahil mahal kita, na our relationship is not just an ordinary flings or what gusto ko malaman ng nakapaligid sakin satin na, seryoso ako sa kung anong meron tayo na I really want to be with you. Sorry baby kung pabigat pa ko sayo pero soon babawi ako ha? Sana sa araw na yon may tayo pa, sana pag to nabsa mo mahal mo pa rin ako and if you receive this email pero hindi na ako gusto ko malaman mo na sobrang proud ako sayo since day 1. Mahal kita danielle ko 😊 -Pami 10/20/21 10:40 PM