A letter from Oct 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, we're going to egypt in 5 days im so excited but im kindaa very nervous, you know exactly why, theres so much uncertainty right now, how long are we staying in egypt, if we we even get to go. We are also moving houses its such a pain, i havent even seen the house that were gonna move to, ugh, but im so hapy i wont get to have exams in egypt or i will i have no idea, theres also so many other things to figure out. I know when i go to egypt so many ''things" will happen, like alottt of ehhh arguments and stuff like last time. I wonder if a bouquet of flowers will end up on our door again, and how many stuff literally no one knows about, its suffoceating sometimes i forget about it but it gets annonying, i got my australian passport a little bit ago it''ll be my first time flying with it. There so many firsts i guess, huh maybe this is like one of those 'new stages of life' i dont know how far into the future ill send this to, also i never really how deep i should go , because well even if i keep it private ( which i wont i know how fun it is reading these) its still on the internet. Im watching chicago med i wanna go there one day, we sent a video for our aunt for her birthday, i still hate photos and videos in general, ugh my mum will always ask me why but then will all the things she says her ''advice" its annonying and i dont think it will get any better soon, that sad but idc, im so so scared im gonna break the 4th phone and my dad will literally kill me, espically in egypt when all the cousins will ask to play with it no way, i have to go now, i think ill send this in a year, ive got two letters sent to me till now i cant wait for the rest, is kinda weird that i actually remeber them? in a year probably alot happened good and bad focus on the good, and appreciate those around u because they wont be there forever. Good luck to the both of us and please dont forget about where you came from and the people that helped you.