A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

To ym dna dgo aerth gvea ihtfa. Hohugtr dna i lehdea imh in i mih tstru. I aveh ewn rsnedif. Aehv fsriedn mayn i ewn. Gogni my uto voel i nda ycit thwi to nda to evomd towegnllni idrfnes nganigh i eht. Lal oehrt hlaug dan hcea ew ulbly. A trehe in ifrdne purgo my tfw aottl ysob ningiuldc epepol 18 of era. I rcuhs a ll,a ni it esnmoeo hemt no vaeh levo i. A ish iwht naem d rttssa. Ot neve i ,eifn tpryte unfny lueldp cein dlalec rae vrye of lal toh tyhe em nad e,m yugs hety ostl dna. Yallre rtfagleu orf etmh im.
Em odsnepeisr sey over emro adn tbu hiwhc edam yrou mi sda tath oen no oencdti own. Asw aahh meti ym eht bucaees ti uatob i ti eth nhpoe, otfdrmoec i saw uaglh atth nijmsae nees nda nohep got ym em imte nhew i em it wsa yallre dtccofienas e,ys nifdesr iasgmnbsrrae i rfsit ash eedmrrmbee hera cry orev a. Vene dinrfe wsa lislt ryeas 2 dan my ago stbe eshs wno ti oth. Morf lwil tghinon hatt gte seowr. Tdsupi ilwl fco orfrdwa oyur to setp toko igb a evmdo hlosco ertbte dan uoy udbm ahtt leif gte yhgvnetire hicwh ofrm. Uyo fetl aeelv uoy emht evah ubt dsefnir onwt uoyr. Ear uyo aditerss ont a. Ogdo sltli ta mi nkow i athw odnt. .
Tfhai uyo aevh fro shiapenps nbrgi in god nda yht lwil.

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