A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

Vgae eatrh to god dan itafh ym. Gthhour i nad ni ldeaeh i him mhi trust. Ewn avhe dnrfise i. Yanm haev i eirsdnf wne. Gaghnni lonteinwgl uto ot vdmoe ytic het adn fedsrin niggo to nda htiw my i eolv i. Adn bulyl hglua lal we ehca thoer. Ifrden ftw are rupgo pleoep nliinudgc ehert in a ym fo oltat 81 oybs. Leov eoomens htme i on a,ll i ni rhusc aehv ti a. A rststa ihs d whti emna. Dan fo ot ecni evne em are oth lsot lla sugy e,m eldlup adn eifn, adlcel yrettp teyh nfuny yrve tyeh i. Mi ofr lrlaey ulfarteg meht.
Erinesspdo taht dan dcnetoi nwo im eys reom on noe ryuo eovr emda hwcih btu em das. Teh nsee haah ye,s tmei epnho i i bmdeeemrre arhe ayellr me uhalg ti wsa eht ti time rvoe ohp,ne me jsnaeim my ubeaesc aotub it otg i my aws roedmtcfo a i dan irsfned that emasigbsanrr cry asw cnesoctadif frtis ahs nwhe. Lltis nda esrya ebts ti won oag ym swa ehss 2 hto deirfn eenv. Osrew otinghn rmof lliw ahtt tge. Umdb ttah mrof okot ettber ibg tge rofawrd lwli ofc hhcwi olhcso adn file uoy rhniegtvey a uory ot step usditp odemv. Nwto vahe btu oyu eelva ouy fsndrie ltfe uyor emth. Stdresia uoy ont rea a. Im i odog iltsl nwok wtha at tndo. .
Dog rfo vahe insehapsp adn tyh ouy itafh in bnigr will.

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