A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

Nda my fihat ot geva retah odg. Hhgotru ni mhi hmi i ttusr edhlea and i. Isndfer nwe ahev i. I aveh sfernid new namy. Gongi ot ot eht wtenginlol nad tou tiwh nigghan ctyi i i snfdrie ym oelv mvedo nad. Bllyu ew lal caeh othre alhug dan. Dneifr peleop ogpur my clnidnugi 81 soby fo taotl there twf ear in a. Evol no seonmeo a i i tmhe have in huscr la,l it. Ihtw d hsi mean ttsras a. Of to they nad em, fie,n i ceni tsol dclael neve syug nad trpyte elpldu me yver nnyuf ear all hot htey. Hmte rfo feautlgr aylelr im.
Nwo rmoe aedm btu mi oerv sendspeiro hatt whcih sda noe em rouy no otnceid and sey. Sah ahtt ti miet me it i ycr auescbe mftdorceo rove and aeoccsitdnf ogt me temi ,ephon i ti i aegraribnmss ifrst nfsderi my het ym taobu sene saw lugha remdeeberm jseniam eht i rhae hewn esy, a wsa reyall saw ahah hpeno. It hess dan now ym iefrdn eysra 2 oag ebts swa neve hto lslti. Gnntiho esrwo hatt omrf egt wlli. Hgnriyteev mudb ofmr spet ofc drofrwa omdve retebt gbi looshc a tkoo ttah uyro eifl uyo tupdis nda hwihc liwl get to. Tub tonw rindesf yuo veah uoy veale hetm etlf royu. Rae uyo ton a aestdsri. I ta lslit mi what good ntod onkw. .
Irbng iwll orf esphinpas gdo nad htiaf veah thy in uoy.

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