A letter from Sep 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You're old, and this year has been extremely tough, on you and your family. You have lost your grandmother to cancer in June and life has not been the same since. I wish I could say that it gets better, but at the moment, I just feel like absolute shit. I have hit rock bottom. This is it, no rainbows and butterflies. Just the void. You are so anxious about the future and it sucks because it all seems so blurry right now. You are just trying to survive day by day and school is not helping. I hope you figure a way out soon.