A letter from Sep 2nd, 2021

Dear SuccessLife, I'm really looking forward to be you "Future Aryaa"😊😊 Aduuuu as my sissy says. Today was my first day of Year 10!! Who knew, I'd be soo big one day? You knew, right? (lol) Soooooo in 1 year: You're hopefully a nerd girl. And you've got yourself a lovely group of nerdies too!❤️ And...let me guess, you're still daydreaming? Aah...don't worry, I know you very well dude...and I know very well to WHAT you're daydreaming about. So right now/at the moment/today and tommorrow/these days/blah-blah-blah lol, this girl Beth really gives me protons. Lol, I mean positive vibes. But I mean I'm kinda shy to talk to a completely awesome person like her. (Ooh imagine my condition if she was a boy, I'd never ever be confident, big girl and get rollar-coaster syndromes or whatever!) But lucky me / or unlucky me that she's a girl obviously. She even reminds me of my big awesome sissy. But the thing that hurts the most is that I used to be in HER GROUP (like in Lunch)!!! Not like she ditched me out (ohh never gonna happen), but I left!!!😱 Thanks to this dumbo, Parisa! (Sorry Paris) TvT!! Ugh, I totally hate my situation rn! Thanks to meee (and you)! :( Now I've got a few solutions... 1) Do nothing and stay shy. 2) Be confident and TALK TO HER!!! 3) Do well in studies cos then ofc she'll talk to me. Option 1 is def ❌ 2 is the best ( I think)✔️ But if I'm soo shy then have patience and study like a nerdy✅ But how will I talk to her if I left her for like 4 months????!!! Give me your piece of minddd!🙏🙏😭😭