A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

A asutd)ayr no. Sthi htis omhe. Ikd the hawt kile tub wsa ht,ne ewteahr. . . Ti tvt si so hmcu soerw. Ayprser ddi sisebgnl sa nalflyi a fro heilcrdn on ym em otbh dad r,tyeedsya. It’s odgo a roemicsopm. Kpiap i tmeetpd leef ot a awer. Drupo eielsbf orf ouabt up i’m mysefl fo )): peosnk ti dan ym dalg ’ive. Eomosen nuodf nda <3 enci ouy ekil so yeou’v sit. Ncconostien rn i aehv teh i eadm elavu. Nvorseu btu the i oyka ft,ueur am fro eb l’til. Gidrfe oru sa,lo _-- erokb.
Ltty.
Me.
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32:02 uenj 11,.
Yuo feedni ufosrley aer hwo neo si oynl who hte nca. Dna rae uyo ouy cseooh be ohw anwt ot. Rmoe bauto ouy uoy resdicvo. Tish efli hte rodwl neiersecepx eno ccauaimuonlt is yrou to ircenpeeex tesg esam slee on het of wtih sceueba. Ayd onw so even one yomntoau nhat mero lilw agin ouy. . ): pe"ac"se, ttsah' a a uurados tiwh ti verwo,eh nda dan rstteam rahd is hteer will htwa uetr be /e/brtte stmo on uorjeny.
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****** of auatrm revo kpiap ebrhotr ra)uceog otsl tieogbd( hhi(cw fo yuo took eefadrk dan yuor htat olt hpoen)rtasb you a rfom a out aeinrgw audces. . Ryou amuart eriecxnepe ilogrseiu tnsaw' hhwic eth idbrunoetct nloy to.
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Uoy asbucee no ewer abtss"ahb" regonl heots rfo to ythe its neevr ayd tuhhgor feocr oyu esrt a lutyr feylorsu. Yaimlf onr. Si thta no lyfaim oryus of acueesb. Wnnko keohc ilhew aekm 'ehtanv teyh naht wuodl hcitkre lbood reatw ,wreta we bolod asy si recalyl su wtha tbu kdirn tath is. Ot hmcu teawr rvfgngioi si adn ouy ngvilo mroe.
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Oyru ltbyiai 'im nad ot worg adn piinres os fo opdur inonceedcf. I dan tesrgtdheenn of rudop my cvieo sserprgo me tihwin the veah m'i. So chum it olve i. Ltso elft ni yaealdr of edpior sirniolatnat sattr v'ei a a hatt lhonsyte im' ni. Hthogu it ll'i meak. Ownk i will i. 'im of podru uoy. Htta eenv hwen i was ?htrig rmfo aws ihhg ouy i deagadutr a ti ncigmo vreen lo,cosh ady onkwy,' ekwe lerayl. Neve ffdutiicl dfrief nhtka thob eodsngos teh asnoser fi.
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Gscaonieti/tstha say nhwe hwo 'im god onrcii i ntkha. Ahha. Awth my i nidf hsare atpr nad ot gposru i sa nac eb aytaccip aidzaeirlngm a neo si it rsnndtaeud ot eetsaiiiricntsnolte oems stju teshe ehrots in of hkint hwo phoe leki.
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The tps,a (yuo) sa me sa lwel ruefut to eht.
Ouy i vloe.
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Heangc i dlo'wntu a inght. Odaty ohw ma i i be did wdnol'tu i fi. Adn i vloe em.
0232 fmro ,th21 eonspsre jun.
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Wow. Etmi spsaes. . Eogecll fsrti pneis-rno ni mertsese is tish my. Engo i dna a a hoep beettr tol fro hsa eurtuf wond. Srtses eden crchnoi ahs and aecghn luacdceamtu i. Ngrow idplfpe mhcu no t’si t’is oot keli tbu aedh fseel tasp yrae lsoa nbee ’vie os shit. Rmoe roawrdf im’ do to so ngokilo eggnitt ot.
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Twhi i wshi ym on oipalisrhten oglern for a liymaf. Aymeb ym erhorbt yuoegrn. H’stta it. Ohtwtui mshtno timesnd o’ndt t’is nthmso enog lnaxpei i phtyear dahr tbu hwy ohw or ot to eedn rhtgouh nad ym wrkore giahnv. Omfr esmsty adn i teird otu nuredb ngklcia het tog. Btes sht’at lla ew nca ym gniyrt adn evre mi’ od. Im’ pduro of me.
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At tgihn a tisem dwelorfun ornyi is. Odwlu i ohw olve ro tspa at fsle shkoc i atuasrm egrnyuo oimnocegrv srfae my. Toyda tuhoght ahve i do eams owdlu i i evnre lwu’vdoe eht creaguo. Dneo ale,gyulrr dna,b ni ugns frenid otmpuirpm tensve piluc,b ffo aertf rsresfopo nda rakeaok ntdutes adn iteppaicrdta a ofsopresr met an and itwh hwons a ddncae itt,micnpoeo teadnetd e’iv ni danec eeadlim ysncnsttoeli ,tra.
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Twldonu' yaw that a rofm aslcs pmaict osla a i ym dheirwtw gap ni etc. Gto lefi flanliy oepetmctn rpresoofss i ot m’i my in cseuosnrlo orf teh dna anlftkuh xeipcernee. Ghhi fmesly on eerps as amse csoolh thiw frmo hvniga a i regnol to ni kacb cpase heid eht have. Iagvoigitnnr eghtrtoe asem itb ttha in it come ni hte a awy rsilaim in accsdaemi tbu loas is ocme epople demaccai etruinig ,ohghut oynell het in lean fits,r. I ym to ngairenl rfrwdao uturef okol and omre.
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Wait c’atn i ot larne moer me tuaob.
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Ebmetesrp 8t,h 224:0.
I glaos sya cgdhean a whtotiu dtobu as taht sa oerv xentiay nad aveh a sa rpsneo can i wlel my etmh. Elfe i heav feel orgnel omer i vaeh whta atmmidyleie eilk am on i in si meni to i tcrolno i chum erov ecaeps iiotasutn sa evaterwh. Us,binsse a avi llac uyo -inetstgipt it aehv i nca fi hta,t. Tlo feil eomr tinhk teiadsrs nda top tujs ma nda no i fo if fiy,f a ascls oleeclg gbnie enbe smed i a 'uelowdv i it rof neo otn katngi. Ym yb esuxec tow my of iwll i -oo eopsrsofr niroincdgse the sgitikman smed a wkees jeotprc icerfkd ma ihgnpo pu hivnag eilf. Wsa ryelait saw na dpwrae ecsodn ltfe dya ilanymtro iekl ti of dan orf btilerre waht het yaotd ynrlitee. It asw od mskae anc woh cuhm adn abd i em it who azreeli. & sptse rgdgsluet hcmu pu i and roem ikwnlag alerylitl.
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Nlareed lnoses i ,ahowyn taht. I rgow tbu e,ys i ures cna orf nda woh aneixiset s'ttha lyailecpe(s adn is veha elidnyetif ti )yaocs,lil. Otu irtopsirie m'i ym elmsyf and fiuriggn. Ni veha eehr cyalrlaiiestl a to ognl rhee to do a to ecruso icwhh i mn,aner but ni do i i olsa ttha slfeym glshti idgno waya eb owkn d'i drroe lflu ldoa ese ont ciommt rmof ot. Eemestsr bmeya a oleupc kate rpe oen cslsa i wlil or. Up t,ey thiw rtos vase sinessbu meso gnoeuh ot yeomn or omve rufuet ulocd of ym ieihpsntrn ni i esemrowhe pu the lees teka an lbpysosi. Nda oulwd aekt olt taht work tiem of a. Igb ejtpocr a.
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Tinhk lpepeo vrnee ereeinxpce uoy mrof hatt i tshi i eldrean ocme eb ot mots is ahve wtha ahtw pxteec wlil. Dna gdoo dba hotb. My undaor of lnoocsati adn a reus etg rof emte tsi' nad xenerecepi an alnasm,i deierftfn arae ncubh ot lepeop, i. I od llwe it, at sa stemi eojyn d'nto i btu asywal. Begin twih iterh or ept eht of payhp lpaiecyles somoeen hiensspap. .
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Mi' to aevh msyfel so aseeri to to inineltgs to tisnrtag tfsuf ro okob i s'it sujt teg od do ,wno os uiado a ngtote ubt dera ot tno desu rhad. A fra gtuhho kobo gdoo os i'ts. An of an dsesem u,cesro up oen btu eteainintrgn mxeyeretl peca,l. Koob aoml tge gtp rs,ce i ot desu. .
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Dtirh on ht'asw celgeo,l my like etseesmr 'im etrufu i fo in and leif ym fo 19 ro tgo mtoseimes no od,l gonig elef sryae in aeid vie'. Stiemmeos, be ilwl ikle ishntg fele ayko i. Be illw tyeh if ehty neve a'nter asceeub. ):.