A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Edneed us hcmu cohice rof a noe ubt grith a ton. Ngilfy tbu anat oto we otn dcecrak wthi ooclusr. Ta dende tism up nuygitds. .
Ew tills ew ,ecratrciheut dtyiugns e!h!e!r g,ikworn gniinc,aplmo are.
Oasl aiyr tap and eydats. Too iad did. Etfl ppeoel tsmo oth. .
Olve erar and oylatyl ntoscecniys era ym. .
Htcuo tsya i naydm nditd' ni hwit. .
Ntkih imh veer fo brleya i. Utb find yes erus ytr elvo ddi ot i. .
I etdad eppleo tride ,ntceooncin to ifnd. Rnemayo uodnf dveol amn dlyeep a iltl dnctol'u i i. To i do, htinogn ltil ot eltf eivg adh.
Me ovdle eh siad he. Httuohg he idkel eh me. Onhegu nurdoa not ekep to tbu em. Nmhtso ftrae tingad ew 8 peaadrtse. .
Eleltsdkdi,u fottenrgo oe,vr i and asw ds,iske dtwaen. .
Seor hoemosw utb i vobea it. .
Swnig fyl i het new 'taths k(iyyk)f ahd rgoeauc ig airf,le to wlasay 'tis.
T'don ahev we laos eranyom ocidv. Gnlo onigg cianmplo fo adbl gtoluahh fo omes cvnieacs, covid ect idovc. Si ni ngese ysa i lla but duwlo bnaligd rieht. .
Saol awnna i emanory d'tno leov. .
I ctnnteo as ma i nwo of nktih. Nieeglf ym ntnoect niks ehp,riap ni. .
Cmuh cahideve aedi aehv abotu i tlcriya ahve aahh atlnem on u how. .
Ti smetsiemo hagtiesxnu cna eb utb dan neoyll. .
O'dtn rroyw evlo btu. Teaiagnv bntylhari enalnrig got lacl i o,yu ilef am sthi tohughr ot i. .
At anwan i asy nde hte. .
,yuo ti's em, 'sit i'st su. .
Touab rehte tgnoinh hanecg i si tath douwl dan. .
Rolde eslf nilseirte oryu.
Hsak. .

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