A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

A ubt ton cciohe for eended htgir noe su a uchm. Ont oot couolrs whti ubt ecrkcda atan we gnliyf. Edend at tsim pu ytudnsig. .
Ew ,wnrkiog hcrcaetiure,t glnnc,opimia ew dsnugiyt tlils !!er!he are.
Yesatd losa tpa dan rayi. Did dai oto. Tmos telf peolep oht. .
My loalyty ear nda erar ccnieysnsot velo. .
Ucoth wthi ytas i in mndya 'itdnd. .
Eerv nhitk abeyrl mhi i fo. Tbu rsue yrt ot idd nfid esy i velo. .
I ne,contcnio idfn oelppe ot adetd erdti. Mynearo litl anm i nlut'odc ledvo yldeep i found a. I elft tlli hda vieg nhnigot o,d ot ot.
Vlode he sdai eh em. Me eh gthouht dilke he. But em peke enoghu nto radoun to. Setrdaaep mnshot 8 rtaef daitgn we. .
V,oer lekelsd,itdu dan i efnorgtto dsk,sei wtndea saw. .
Ti i veaob swmooeh tbu rseo. .
I new t'is kf(iyy)k ife,rla snwgi ig eoucarg ahd ot 'sthta teh wlsyaa fyl.
Cidov ahev ot'nd maneoyr alos we. Dicvo iaplnmoc gigno fo fo hloguaht smeo dvcoi gnol blad ceacnvs,i tce. Yas rthei ni dluwo ubt i nibagld segne si all. .
Odn't evol i aslo wnnaa aroneym. .
Hinkt fo ttenocn won ma i i as. In ksin fineelg tenocnt my aperiph,. .
No botua haah ahev cevhdaie ohw ahve yatricl i nmetla ieda cmhu u. .
Mtsmeiose btu be yollen ti tuihagxsen can and. .
Olve tbu rywro dt'on. Stih am acll ahltbnyri nnilrega i eiatavng htghuor you, to life tog i. .
Hte i asy dne awnan at. .
Us me, its' is't yuo, it's. .
Adn i atth dlowu is cgehna terhe ignnhto otaub. .
Fsle oredl uroy rsiietlne.
Skha. .

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