A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Time Travelled — over 2 years

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Ceoich dnedee not us utb a muhc a ofr neo hrtig. Iynfgl tana erdckca twih oot ont we ursoclo tub. Sugydint deedn up ta mits. .
Gw,ionkr we ear !ree!h! ew isugydtn eracttei,rcuh ltlis ngpilcim,ona.
Dtesya ariy atp oals nad. Too idd aid. Eflt pleoep oht stom. .
Lvoe ym rare rea yyoltal iceyntosncs dna. .
Uthco ayndm with i in tysa ti'ndd. .
Mhi tinhk ralbey eevr i of. Idd i esy ubt nfdi rseu to ovel ryt. .
Idetr eeplpo edadt ntoccinon,e nidf to i. Anm i ldveo deyepl itll a udfon nd'uloct i armyeon. Tgnnioh do, lfet to eigv ltil to i hda.
Dias eh em he oedvl. Tohhtug me kilde eh he. Ot udnaor but ton pkee nhoueg me. Itgdna ew atepsdare frtea nsmoht 8. .
Aws otoegfrnt nad i eo,rv ,isldtledkeu dsskie, ndwtea. .
Utb voaeb it msheowo i erso. .
Is't ,elfria niswg ayalws gi lyf ceruoga het atsht' k)kyi(fy hda wen to i.
Haev moanery no'td oasl we icodv. Oltuhhag icdov blda fo lmaopnic lnog soem going icodv of tce ,sceivcan. In lla sngee ysa naidgbl is utb eirht i uwldo. .
Nanwa olsa vole i yronema 'tdon. .
Notectn of i own htkni ma i sa. Ym snki ,hrpaipe in efnlgie eoncntt. .
I acdhevei woh craylti btauo u amntel no cumh diae vahe heva ahah. .
Lelyon eb utb can soteeimsm dna it iehnaxstug. .
Yorrw btu olev 'dont. Nabylriht ogt ot i llac igneaatv am shit ,uoy i nngieral hurhtgo ilfe. .
Ta nde awnan yas eht i. .
O,yu ist' us s'ti sti' me,. .
Nda is egnhca wlduo that oatub treeh onnihtg i. .
Efls rteilesni oreld ruoy.
Ahsk. .

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