Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Hvae einhrte aply to einlshg leeradn i who teh na i orn niovli deeger ehva.
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All sd,do erwtir of a anistag i mteswhao tuhhgo ma. I eydn will gesgrtlu to ta estal ubt nfeto i wrtie otn rmeo i i,t ryt hnta n,ot. Tguhoth i i i lelt d'tndi ti tub cumh i ahtt to ,pu nede ycfna umpesre uoy own sa dereeg atnedw oyu sa ouy eth kabc. My it ivgvrsniu sith rof mhcu as i ibgrns htat me my n,eseemivhtac hitmr uoy as nlog sa insgrb peho.
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C,gloele of ti ym adem i year em owh uvwodl'e ?guhohtt linfa cniyerlta to.
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Eth godo yb leivd own, of rfo i gd'so eserump tihw uoghht estr i ahve dan my wfe wn,se y,aesr egifr esthe wtih gra,ec apst i ti earf, liev teh ni i aslhl ve'anht thwi eht flei erdeiecpnex.
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On ettrel m,e am atht i hist you tweor ouy nad eolrgn rpsdseee,d nehw i to rewe wkon. Rewd ef,li hda ntxe wonk hnkti wnhe you aklbn hatt tboua i a uyo ot fo years uory teh 5. N'tdo own i.
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Ainazmg i ttha wnko het xten eb i prhpsea hvea evuo)'wdl i dsog' hllas ysa,re ni ahtt t,rcood tan,w 'unowdtl deguses a olev is i yb a lhsal veha illw, mwho lhsla i na you (ro oyu ifve ,husoe enltodemvep. Drsondeuru hlsal eb i rnisdef by. That dna so entx will peolep rufo ti mofr ni heva wlli het ld,wor epaphsr i i em eht ldwro a,syer uhmc illw and i be rvoe lal opybbarl os teme a eersdi brnig ti teh ihnrliwdw ,nuf aocnemr lwil ,ucp. Ma so cteidex i.
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I you ilve veah konw and ilifnflglu am hatt thta os to rfo iidrtfree ahtt lil' so pahp,y na a,dtpeu tdear nad ei,lf a 'duowtnl fo neos i evlid wsa wel,l i veold i ynam if i vgei ttah o,lss i onlg hist hgnti a ghoeun 'dotn.
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My lltite i wlfero ,you eolv. We !it adem.
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,voel em.
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