A letter from Jun 25th, 2021

Rteetl u if enve veha ulbpic tond lllo a.
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Os mu ist stmyse eht btu botua onw staed toiyfps off aer mlac i hy oll ,iylaslstp eavha eht.
Hucedclk elitlt i fitsr a onw, daer ubaot ti i eht oroftg enr,reefec nweh maol ellyaritl taolylt ba dan salo eertlt teh.
Ewhli iths dbreock nfhiis i llo ddi but ti ngido gdion now im.
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01 now in aery wsynaay mi. Oww. Ni eayr ntsaw os 10 i was wneh het lretet the ohtr caem sritf yte it sumrme.
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And i i yoln ekat saw nechrf nda csg,es ciranet ym idd i ignog htat swa dkcipe oto oionpt os,yoivulb i ,pgohgyera esy het aws kicp ot.
Lrttee i inght rsesouc ceiensc had eb rgthi yluatlca onwk owhel so ndidt lhaydios danbiegt i ekil ohngocsi i ddepee mmreus it rfo fo on utb sscge the my i leki saw now woh wsa onw i qef no ilek ikel arde erya keli so adn doluw hwne aery cnseeic first uimcs teh nokw eth ddint i tsi hhe ned i treipl ti ni itnhg keews nbige icmsu 01 and dna siht so cmla asw kgnipci evhay iplret a kid smlpu teh in msicu 9 if but eht aeromny afert. Llo ntca im an oen nnsrteitmu who ylap eth im adgl nloy rpepor otn so.
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Shtat rparey cmal wsa yaredp sels mmauj dusshrelo it lnoein elcssas oodg back im dna dogni otn and mi ,adm iev tiwh so my eht msqueo dw hte loas fof sit nad at rywro and onigg haha emousq nzmiaag lal truyl atht thni,g utb.
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Nxet got hte ongna rfmo telert :won i of qsisnuoet swrnae hte whne perpeveistc eth and im.
Hbt i etyp ertebt wtasn adn kile berod tnikhign bkac tbu eht to ta i eth twuhoti eph?ipar tlsa i eummsr xaiosnu ni ejiynnog of me itsll nad 'idd i gthri oochsl miet eewsk ayer luacyalt liek tub ikpc aubto cbak asw slocho swa - ot nddti ni tjsu eth siveb fnegile asw sumerm lrrhibeo i trfis co,slho hte wtan ho' em rof sochlo' eth lkonogi oseneyrve ot to ctan shlcoo ngoig mi of dne tiaw it evrfroe ietm roadfwr teh ont og ni intgh' the.
Irdfsen irnagc if fsitr rfo esyflm tbaou dna crea i elik aket of uot i orem tbu em wno piepahr im eegfiln me eacr oerm nklogoi atbou and obtau im tdon mgy bc.
Hbt - ttha otld ignog i os veah nmae tub me llol otu i sepke osle hmuc nebe tbu em esemsono ikd niwrkog ton ?twiehg eiv nociitgn.
A mi hptsoo hy nad mi hewn onw i neoc i i seu cb resfilt earb neignuyle otrwe thtuowi kile btu mhuc, tndo edus - sure eakt ttah olko i etrytp ubt in tsih, ehiwl ot ytr tlisefr i etbtre? ueenglnyi eus apyhp ntod.
Adesilre iev ru so tam yh a tis btu body? 😭 lto leov rdki cli - ene💀uvn hatt not kid.
Jk cb gsinth but oelnin yan as a ont otl i ngboir todn i kj takfsbera onse elik wne abrek lol ist 1 nkmgia ofr i yhob?b - im on esnusl cokngoi ro mi agnnihyt bc wen rteu utb veha 💀 dnif u a ucont.
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I pteryt si for aensmi me vei eyar 0+4 hdaewct kihnt edcwath hte elik a iev ewf vero olco etiuq hiwhc.
Was my ubok it on eikl i ogsn on nda lsitl rwap pto yiospft my mlooa neuoss.
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In ubdm sa intstienger sit ti gtfhi tho 💀 a hsooc,l asw aws erhet so. Ttniseeignr aoecunscd cnei i cwhhi onw of ist mofsr teh si my cb eikl iuotwht its tatrs is gcsse yk the ssslace hlcoso bc olsa.
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Oh as teyh feel estarn tbu tehy rewe ssnfrphdeii aesbtl thwi i ilek sa my well htb. Mi tebs ehss rmets on eht osunma llry hylstnoe dgoo illst ithw. Tub jmisaen hses toensd dki sa leik but tgo ekil hse i resu im rhe em tno mhcu ba i malc nteelycr eefl. Nelao oylnle i im taepcc i teissmoem cfta ba i srpue eth ormenay ahn beciaret tbu yoelnl ubt tiknh her efle cmeo dotn to efel i enhw taht rpdeodp iev. Ilemy ithw hwenkit i oanle tihw os gte eifdnsr mi ew reh cien ot tsi oecr,ls mi utb nda hbto eoslc rea otn can hitw nahg rhe. Ky sti anglikw ,hyiaad sapt pe dan akehnae cuhs erweh dnetce mi adm whit hda am fghiesrern emsrt i ees eth to oatub ngol wno ihlew ktal in a on we dan.
Leihw eelttr teh mite hatt cngdrie uot abkc now eridgan dha tpo bsoy firts nda me nirgade the tneh rof i. .
To wsa het its so merusm nad ees nda ym ilek sietrtiannco ktgnial i in trohw ynfnu are rovefer raetf bngei oybs ubt dofe illts ehyt i i dnot naatv sooclh haev im won a fr on srewc at ebmawsme but onkw ectu c,suhr his htat. .
Os ki eherst ldag twohr ayeh my htta.
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A dneo with so tsaht oodg !tmei lla aevh ayysawn.
Sinege hsti nnosnees ,hits u anoney ydeojne olll opeh.