A letter from May 29th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Hey future Julie! I am currently writing this the day after graduation while sitting on the toilet about to get in the shower lol. Today I got my cartilage pierced and had my graduation dinner with Caroline, Emma Jane, and Rebecca!! I am having a blast and I’m so glad to be done with high school! I know it’s lame and I’m mad at myself for feeling a little sad bc I told myself I was done with everyone at FCS but the Disney trip kinda changed that. I lowkey have a crush on Phillip and I’m kinda mad that I had the whole year to get to know him better, but I didn’t until now, and that’s why I’m sad. I know it’s definitely not going to go anywhere bc we’re going to college (duh) but I would like to think that maybe someday in the future we’ll be re united. Lmfao this sounds so depressing but it’s the truth. And even tho it’s not going to go anywhere, I’m really hoping he’ll be at the grad party I’m going to tomorrow so I can at least try and talk to him before I never see him again lol. Well, right about now, you’ll be almost done with your first year of college! How was it? PLEASE tell me it’s better than high school and that you are now about to go to GA tech. I know the classes are going to be super hard, but I believe in myself so please at least try. I hope you’ve made a bunch of new friends and met some cute guys that you get to hang out with, bc I’m so sick of feeling lonely. Also, I hope you’ve made an effort to stay friends with Caroline and Emma Jane and that you stay close with them, bc without them, you would’ve been so depressed this year, so make sure to keep them in your life. Also, I hope you’ve had your first kiss, gotten drunk, high, or all of the above bc I’m currently looking back at my high school years and have realized that I’m kinda lame, I mean graduating as a kiss virgin is pretty sad if you ask me and you NEED to change that. I’m super excited, but scared at the same time so hopefully future me is reading this and laughing at how stupid I was and looking back thinking that you were worried about nothing and that you’re about to become way happier and independent. I know it’s not just all sunshine and roses but I’m ready for a new adventure, and I hope the last year kinda lives up to that. Idk I’m excited to see what I’m like a year from now bc I feel like I’m going through an identity crisis so I need to have that figured out before I leave for college this fall. So obviously now is the time I’m gonna list out questions I want (and hope) I’ll be able to answer 1) first kiss yet? 2) boyfriend? 3) Best friends? 4) Any cool new Opportunities? 5) weird major stuff that has happened that I never thought would happen? 6) Cool travels? 7) are you going to tech or staying at KSU? 8) is college better than High school? 9) (highly doubt so idek I’m asking but) Phillip? Any updates on him? (Omg this is so depressing) 10) New interests? Still like the same stuff u currently like? 11) Same major? 12) Do u like ur roommates? Are u friends with them? So yeah, I’ve racked my brain of all the questions I want answered so you better get this bc for some reason the one I sent myself from last year never came :/ so yeah Have a great year and believe in yourself bc you deserve to have the best time of your life!!! I love u, Past Julie 💋💞💋💞

Epilogue

2 days later

Wow. So actually so much in our life has changed! Usually with all the other letters not much has changed and most things have stayed the same but Julie,, you...

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Wno own my lloyatt a lto eth tsusiqeno otgtne bene ihhg oyu lwel as eavh 't(ndo a eral letisd loif""afic di nda ni alfmo) rehes osal ik(el yuo urdkn dan vahe r,awnse uyo )llo tbu nrmdemeco ton.
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Yha,e os ash a tuieq bti gcaednh !! lfei.

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