A letter from May 26th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Heyy it's your past self. Today is the 2nd to last day of 9th grade, finals coming later today. You might not remember but I have short pink hair right now :) currently wearing my danganronpa shirt with my green jacket and black jeans- with Emily and I's friendship bracelets. You know, I'm proud of you for surviving the year you did, I'm sure 10th grade wasn't exactly easy. This feels kinda weird, talking to my future self... ahhah.. Well I hope you know I'm proud of you, and all your past selves are. I love you so much, and you should love yourself. Don't care about other people's opinions, I'm just starting to do that now. I hope you are living as best you can and I hope you're still healthy. You have so much to live for. You know, I also really hope you started that music youtube. I'm working on it right now so I hope and wonder if it'll really make. I hope you continued with music and your hobbies. I believe you are a beautiful, talented, lovely person- never forget that. I wish I could hug you, yknow. So... people always ask what you'd say to your past self- I suppose I'll give you a clear answer now if anyone ever asks you again haha. Umm.... well I'd want you to say that you're proud of me (I'm also so proud of you.) Even now I'm proud of myself for surviving all this because it came pretty close quite a few times. I'd want you to say that we made it and we're healthy, you're..healthy- I'm healthy???? I don't know hhhhhh. I hope the wellness club took off so you'd say something about that. Oh, and you'd say something about how we followed through with music (I hope!!) I'll leave the rest up to you. (: Welp- I guess on a fun note, I'll say some stuff about myself right now and you can see how much we've changed. Right now, I have Basic's in Behavior by The Living Tombstone stuck in my head (ugh it's really good- I'm trying to learn it on piano.) I'm besties with Emily of course, and Bailey and I are still together- 1 year and like, 4 months! :D I've been talking about Danganronpa a lot lately with Michael and Mileena (over discord)- it's been really fun. I guess for now, you label yourself as demisexual, demiromantic biromantic, demigirl/demigender. Pronouns are she/them/anything else lol. And honestly, I wanna go by Bee. Kayla is nice, but I like Bee a bit better yknow. Hopefully people are calling you a name you really like :D. Stinky Linky man is kinda still a bebe but he's growing- at least his been home with us since November 2020 (It's May 26 2021 right now heh.) Bub is still very cuddly and I hope all the pups are doing well. By the way, you still into Dream smp? I've been into that a lot lately. Oh, and Sky? Animal Crossing? Zelda, Minecraft, Undertale, anything? Those all make me happy right now, hopefully they make you happy still as well. Hm, I'm trying to think of things to say, I've been very forgetful lately. Oh, music wise, I'm into a lot of different things. Gorillaz, Jack Stauber, The Living Tombstone...it's more individual songs; those would be Hey Kids (Molina), Sleeping Powder (Gorillaz,) Castaways (BY THE BACKYARDIGANS KSJSHDKDHJKSDHSD,) some Bee Gee's even. Oh yeah- lots of Mother Mother, Derivakat, etc. I like Michelle (Sir Chloe,) Kalmia Kid (Chloe Moriondo,) Get Down (Six the musical,) and still many Undertale songs. Yeahhhh that's a lot haha. This is getting long- I think I might end it here. Well..I hope you're doing well. I hope grades haven't stressed you out too bad, and I hope you're comfortable in your own skin. I love you, I'm so proud of you. Hugs! <3 Kayla/Bee, 2021.