A letter from May 24th, 2021

Dear Self, I actually said it, I’m so scared of what she will say- please I hope she understands... that I love her and I care for her because she’s my bestfriend. This is so frustrating yk… I’m trying to be someone who can be there with her… but I can’t comfort someone because I’m scared of what the impact will be if I said that. But again, I said it, finally. It’s so hard keeping it to myself, It’s worrying me too much every second everyday until I fall asleep… I’m trying to be a good bestfriend, but I feel useless cause I still don’t know her that well… But we have to take time to finally trust each other yk? It’s not over yet. But may I ask you, if you finally trusted each other now after a year?