A letter from May 20th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, 👁👄👁 How are you? This year has been hectic. I haven't gotten my covid vaccine yet but things are starting to let up around here. I'm slowly getting through my breakup with Karl. He was an *** but I really loved him and that's what hurts the most. But there's this really cute neighbor kid that lives in the apartment complex. He has black hair and we ride the bus and walk home together, as we have to. I don't even know his name lol! But I see him tomorrow for in person school and I'm so excited. I just got glasses today, I hope he finds them cute. Do things ever go on with him? Are you friends? ❤🌟Boyfriend and girlfriend?🌟❤ God, he's not *** like Dante is he? If he is I'm going to throw my phone. He seems really sincere and nice and I hope things go smoothly. I can't stand another Jayce, honestly. I really hope you're at least friends. Lord knows I need a friend, haha. God, that sounds desperate. Ignore that please. I hope you're not reading this aloud. 8th grade is okay. My grades are terrible. But I'm working to make them better slowly. I'm doing all my homework for once no matter how much I do or don't want to. I'm powering through it. Paigey has been a big help, always there for me. Was a sweet bean. Time is flying by. A week feels like only 2 or 3 days. A month feels like just a week. I'm not sure how to feel about it. On one hand, I suppose it's kind of nice. But on another, it just means all the closer I get to having to go to dad's. And that's not nice. He's moving t ok Tennessee this summer and it has me a bit worried. I hope the place won't be dingy. And I hope I will actually have a real room, not a basement. That would not be nice. But I suppose you already know how that went. So you're neither cringing right now because you know what is to come for me or you're nodding because it was alright. Please be the latter 🤞🤞 lmao I hope you're doing well. That's pretty much all. See you whenever the next year is scheduled for. 2024 or 2025 I think. Well then. See you later. Keep doing what you're doing, you're doing great and I'm proud of you. ❤

Epilogue

5 months later

Hey, girl. I'm doing alright. Depression's back stronger than ever but I'm powering through it. Honestly, I barely even think about Karl anymore. I don't even count him as being...

An aauclt iiatoshrplen. Fndrsei lnnoie e,man yuo erew i sgyu. Ottpirnma ti big 'wnsta ro taht. His mbproels gao, egt eh a ogrhthu tehm ihm adn dah onw eh keops to rnodua to aws yrae ohughrt ttbere to i wnkoirg tsla work.
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Owdul morf hi,m dki to as bemoec oeacfitfatenly eth lalc ttah yuo go laret godo hwit yuo isdernf me hitw on uowdl down kaswl ,usb. Draeg a us aebvo s'he. 'nist eh ayg. Eht niilgk eh dne orve oto idd up mm,ures yuo. Ubt ttha nrew'et uyo ieedsnttre omynera as imte by. Wtna if ot be eb itb out he urdent hist you nvee nad now, as tn'od hitw you am lhwoasl a ot gtirh okwn hmi wgtriin fsdenri i ynoarem.
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Uoy he a unroda oebrk pu teg keew ddi ebrmeovn ihtw borfenydi oyu a trafe btu. A ot you otok vtneh'a rtogehte yug aretf htat rtoneah etm wthi fwe ednia ouy tmnosh etg ety,. Hmi uoy ylon oyu tow refbeo ihtw sady pu tlas ohhgtu rkeba. Cut ,onw peeymcllto uy'veo him fof. Jeyac uiapvtilmena rwsoe lkra s,o or than cxtio cmuh adn rwee dna so rvee 'ehs. Own nda 'tsi your tagre hhutog itfrs yuoer' oedfbryni ithw cbka tetohgre. Mhi wtih oyuer' aelryl ppahy. .
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Rdefsin od yrwro a n'tod fo ,nwo ahev you tol. Wthi dnto' to yuo you y,sa oyu tcnaire ot clsoe a rtpeyt per ppeloe enreyove a tge ervy but rdnoscie nogal fo dan to wlle ogblne vahe be ,pru""og uyo tno. Ruhgtho ttha kitch dan itnh oyu by snoe kitsc. O'dnt tou <3 tnrosg eph,o and sayt leso e'yreht ethre.
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Vageaer with yuo na a dna agraeev sadpse t8h b a dearg tihw nhte atbou readg th9. Ni onw 10ht idgno lrelya odog reagd or'uye. Getsm,onhi item ni mtuano eeolpp od oasld yleelcapsi btnbrosu hewn of fo yvre ktraes yuo owkr t'cna a ti tell oruy ttleil ot ecsom ecmos ni uoy ynadh hwne.
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Og lliw mi' a to angia yrt syr,or dan mastbeen nweh so trifs adr,e btu tpu oyu oyu in neneest,es dad to. Nacpoiml eh unbid,ggegylr omm htghou lliw orom a oyu luo'yl to adn usrtisap tnio pu eovm. Tbu hlle doog yuo acn age efw htere met osenrdic skdi oury atth 'tsi a ctuqnsneaaia 'uevyo. Enervwhe etmh rofm to 'eruoy siingms nac oemh yuo srnfedi uyor latk. Ofr saalyw ethre 'rtheye ouy.
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Rfo at 'im donngid nor not oyu uyo icggnrin. Ehnw ngwnoki only das treow weer itb dna senad,dde yuo you a i stih who nolyel elfe. I lto treebt now yeu'or omsprei a touhgh,. Tlisl dsespeoi epsserivde roldw lkei yuo pimsreo tbu feel in yma nad the ryou'e i naeol lyrlae uyr'eo gte nto abd uoy. A lief si eetbrt own olt.
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2,202 in uhsedeldc to sned wsa dera tshi. Ti ti ot hewli diganer i erevidce now nulti a but ouadrn rveen ogt bkac. .
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Tteber ehva cnsie the ncdaghe a dna eepandph or roetw hsnigt isht, oyu lto soem teh ofr a of olt rfo eswor. Olluy' enw nda nirefsd kmae no ot fo idfn a wne epelop olt yelr. Eosm nwe o'luly rlean ocep eth ot ouy autmra iwth urgsnrosiund and of vhae neetr. Pu geiv atemrt rniytg ,thwa enrve utb you no.
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Rpodu hpeo me i oulwd fo uoy ,wno em be tletli. Of 'mi ,yuo too podru. .

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