A letter from May 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I have lots of thoughts about what should I tell you and I'll try to arrange them so they make sense..... First of all I want to tell you that I'm proud of you for who you are at the moment , I believe in you and I believe that you're doing well . I hope you will continue to be that shining sun ray in people's lives and that helpful and comfort friend for everyone. I also hope that you'll continue to be that person that you can rely on and continue to love and appreciate yourself for who you are as a daughter, sister, friend, student and as a human being. So many difficult things have been going on lately , I've become more introverted I'm having lots of trust , stress and anxiety issues....I hope that I'll be able to overcome them and return to the very old and original version of me , that one little loving confident extroverted excited girl that used to share her feelings and problems and allowed herself to rely on her family and friends.... I hope you can be a better and stronger version of who I am right now and that all of these things won't stop you from loving yourself and achieving your dreams. The time you will be reading this you'll be in your first year of high school , things were very stressful and complicated at the end of third prep. so I hope you have overcomed these problems and accepted what the results were. I want you to have more organized life style and I want you to show more of what you are capable of , so you can regain your self love and confidence and not to think that you're useless anymore . I want you to get closer to everyone around you Allah, yourself, your family and your best friends. Rely on them and don't be afraid I hope that you've learned the lesson and chose well this time. Stay safe and healthy,take care of yourself and the ones that you love . Be happy and don't stop chasing the dream you've been chasing almost all of your life. And remember to love yourself always. I Love You...♡︎

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Dear
PastMe,

I really don't know what to say...I didn't expect that your message will be the best thing to happen this year.

First of all, I'm really thankful for...

Nad het ngoid the tsal eegivblni hatt saw em one my revye ot vie' hda uyo nvee rnaduo het orf esnilg ni suttr , dpireo eibelev , gisnrtut oguthh rtowh in lsyaaw i smfley dna in rfo orulebts fsitr , me seaebcu sopenr msoe.
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Am firoctongm ltle opurd , thta i ray nda m'i olas uoy nus to ahtt psinobelser rinefd , opviiest eerlliba ,. . . I , tub yllrae nigivg oen alwsay teafr lrlaey lalah i nvee dna i pniershaiotl ma ahev hte tnd'o hnngtayi i i is risfend htta to hte hiwt i ghohut ro toughh ahev grba evha iwht can knid teh het csiopneextta mean gihh evha anenyo ym estb eeismmsot say veen wthi oen i eon lerayl of. . Ni ofr by imet iekl a i veyrneeo nad , to vyre me yan aywsla ohw utb ndki ademza ryev yerlal ecmo ro me lbepmros geibn hgtohtsu lislt owh mmsestoie eehrt gdoo eloppe i veeeyron tsfir efle for ythe 'im of trust rshot eviegant fro fcae. Gnbei but rupod eyrlla i is elmysf tmadi ehav etspahirt orf fro to het " veeroeny fo genib ma “ htere ietesomms sthangeixu fnried i taht.
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Rdfesni 'mi eyra , htat am tlel 'mi hatt ehnw teh hrad ivghna whne 'vie esrpno onwd acn lnyo no ooooos a ymna mite i isth yelr npeded i tuhogh nvee ubt on i lsfyem mte i. Sopiirlentah i acn a rsgsroep esgsu yfmsel a atht adme iv'e ubt i tihw bstela tye geuh i sya t'ond ehva. . ?.
I udbtos sa r,ednfi evha adn sa naym whotr fo inbeg my so teutsnd tgesrd,usahe,rti a aumnh a. . . Nowk l'il but it gte i ervo. .
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Afct ihgtn si yrhneevigt hte ni know thta , eavh ttha eusr oot the oegs neeb dab but for thmnos eno yanm gistnh few dna pnapghein i stla.
A can bti xrvroetet i of i sya lliett ma na tath wno. . I ? beetrt adn ophe ywas yrngti mkae ot drnefteif 'ill rsttu emdyaos ot iussse , in faes gahvin dies gte xatiney , that i'm lstil ti many rssest eth im' mybae msoe btu. Lirg kandi nad i i ll'i i utb yrsea olas tis' sit' jstu hsti enwh thta i wn'ot nokw tillet enlared sti' a muhc cdlhi ti oteds'n e'vi n'wot all , eb 'ist , emartt owh btu rahd a tecngxii ayanwy i live os ton dhar swa did ytr lfei , eraft saw i to st'i that as be that asd oag elab imet on wef. . I eyrve di' me ot of ? vsieron ikel etme name. Tath reagt be !?? 'nutoldw.
I eikl rty eary ot osretngr htat i 'eiv i eden , , hte ni lfmyes het nda esardm ot ym oephs eiorvsn lla a sapt feel awy vleo dolh mecoeb egvi em tghit i fo. No , thsi i yelr yneona rteebt d'ont i mroynea alyler awy ts'i hkint.
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Cameeb lylaer ni i gsithn fo a rnifsde nad arye aedm sthi nyma so nad fo toisued risft the , lto dhsihrasp mnay i csohlo , omre hgih em varcoeem taslscoeb i eary ndgaehc ineoftdcn.
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Ev'i pu nieegs a iwht tnyrig ym , ytsel vnhaig vegi isflfueciitd tlylea ma on il'l yrllae hortw eb ti ubt been m'i nda i , hvgain egt iwogrnk rvoe oesrtlbu orpdu lstil ubt i'm wnto' os ytahhel i ghavni soem lfie.
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Hgih i aawyny hiagnv eahv ianctepgc im' sinhgt ni eobrltus alngree , otpxcantseei i utb sa aallh srttu leyarl hwit. Can allah 'mi ot lmysfe thta lelt i lcorse adn ot. Hawt llwi too nad twha me i cemo umch is ronemya oessln i eeldrna awy 'odnt rof no'td eoohcs or areotnh dna etnma , ahetr me i've do a in , ot thnik ym me i ym lelts.
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Me the mi' tyrgin ist' avhe geatr stya adn igve im' hrda wihel revey aekt orandu i erakb of my esbt nyrtig lmseyf os ot trfea pu tbu , rinmde wton' pslacyiel eeyrenov ot , i me ylhahet reac to nowd. Mi' dna i ym phypa atht og lmyfse on nwo ♡︎ cna ofdarrw ehla. Ephl od m'i ekil teehr? , tlel ot ni htl'tal rufute ti's ignytr gnstih athw me eumutrfe the su.
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So oilngv hadr tigrny yaaynw keep myslfe ot im'.
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Ll'i fo race you aetk , 'lil uyo ot asw eicn dan good hrea rmfo uoy it oreverf olev. I mpeoris ︎♡.

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