A letter from May 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I have lots of thoughts about what should I tell you and I'll try to arrange them so they make sense..... First of all I want to tell you that I'm proud of you for who you are at the moment , I believe in you and I believe that you're doing well . I hope you will continue to be that shining sun ray in people's lives and that helpful and comfort friend for everyone. I also hope that you'll continue to be that person that you can rely on and continue to love and appreciate yourself for who you are as a daughter, sister, friend, student and as a human being. So many difficult things have been going on lately , I've become more introverted I'm having lots of trust , stress and anxiety issues....I hope that I'll be able to overcome them and return to the very old and original version of me , that one little loving confident extroverted excited girl that used to share her feelings and problems and allowed herself to rely on her family and friends.... I hope you can be a better and stronger version of who I am right now and that all of these things won't stop you from loving yourself and achieving your dreams. The time you will be reading this you'll be in your first year of high school , things were very stressful and complicated at the end of third prep. so I hope you have overcomed these problems and accepted what the results were. I want you to have more organized life style and I want you to show more of what you are capable of , so you can regain your self love and confidence and not to think that you're useless anymore . I want you to get closer to everyone around you Allah, yourself, your family and your best friends. Rely on them and don't be afraid I hope that you've learned the lesson and chose well this time. Stay safe and healthy,take care of yourself and the ones that you love . Be happy and don't stop chasing the dream you've been chasing almost all of your life. And remember to love yourself always. I Love You...♡︎

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Dear
PastMe,

I really don't know what to say...I didn't expect that your message will be the best thing to happen this year.

First of all, I'm really thankful for...

Eoms in i nigod rtobsule ofr taht rdonua the neo dha me rsiutngt ougthh enve slta worht was in hte ive' tfris yefsml uyo me , my eeingbilv eesuabc vreye dna fro gniesl to tsutr aawysl the , , in psoern beeveli and odreip.
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Ma uns nboeerlpiss llet rfdnie dan 'im mgfontoric , htat oyu lbieelra i , to ayr uodrp olas ahtt tviespoi ,. . . The i stbe veah ahlal , tub ghohtu imeesmost heva i htguho 'ondt leyarl itwh lryeal ighh i hte my nca vene gihnatyn ylearl bgar noe eno eno of ehva ot giivng nedsirf ro teh ftare and i i thta i noyaen ysa ma tesonliiphar nvee ithw i hitw oeecanxttpsi the indk mena slywaa evah is. . Em i omec for ot i feel by in ademza omerbspl revy trehe how of a llsit ro ietm yaslwa btu eyonerve ehty eyrv rfist pleoep em yan and sotgthhu sohtr keli , rylael eynoerev im' odog for woh vengaeit knid aecf ofr tstur geibn esimmetso. Fro itmda enigb eetossmim am of uorpd “ rfo lsefmy i i " llyear teh is vaeh difren but ot being oeeynerv rhtee aenhsutgxi hrsiaetpt ttah.
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Naihvg nyma i 'im pedden cna 'im ihst ttah i no mte eth ylon ehwn othguh yera wdon tmie fseyml radh ylre i psnroe , am on ewhn neve a tlel iv'e atth tbu rindfes ooooso i. Utb evha i i emad thta a gesus i perosrgs ondt' slyefm ety e'iv asy a nca ghue eblats whti poasnheirtli. . ?.
Os a many nigeb ide,rnf dtousb my othrw rsie,s,tudheragt hvea as fo mnauh as adn i a tustend. . . It 'lli ubt etg oerv i know. .
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Ofr higtn rihtnegyve rseu efw that in taht anmy too sinhgt si stal okwn oegs nda tmohns abd i eht fcat eneb eon , utb hte eahv hgnpeniap.
An own of htat eotrevxrt i am tbi ttiell i asy nca a. . Afse , ybmae ywsa to lltis esyoamd ttsru aemk vhigna ebettr , nmya rtssse atht tbu ntaiexy ? nigytr in eth ssuise osme to it i m'i m'i tniefrdfe ised dan pheo get l'li. Thta levi andki be it ohw ti's eb a rlig wef sit' i a on li'l yaanwy ot i ubt d'netso hidcl i i sreay os ive' as oag , wsa das is't just ist' lltiet mtie hatt st'i ttha mchu nxtcigei i , 'ontw tyr okwn , wenh drah sith i radh flei was arlened terfa sloa amrtet tbu elab lal adn otn'w did tno. . Fo to servnio i reyve id' em keli naem teem ?. That 'unwdlto rgaet eb !??.
Voenrsi odlh evol i've dnee i ekli ntergros ot to i het way atth yera pats i , symelf lal eamrsd the hgtit tyr of egvi adn my a bmceoe , seoph i ni flee me. , mnoyare ebtrte ihntk aylerl 'tdno eonayn i shit ti's no lyer i awy.
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Adn fo os yamn eayrll i eorm chnaegd edma , dsteoiu nmya in eyra lseabcsot i eevacrom edsrifn hte rsfti iprhdssah ihst of ryae a cemabe slooch , i em adn tol eiotnnfcd hihg stinhg.
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Lesyt egvi anghiv it i 'nwot on i'm nyrtgi os nad esmo but iv'e vahing thrwo kgiwnor , pu be robeluts isicflefditu utb laryel nebe i itlls talyhhe my thiw ill' iefl ma im' nvigha geiens a lelyta poudr over , gte.
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Sa hnstig wyanya turts i oturelbs 'mi tccaipegn i , utb llyare having whti hhgi nteaocipxtse ni grelena laalh eavh. To nad lrseoc ot mi' alalh cna i lyemsf llet ttah. Ot , d'ont wath fro me ni sletl hoseco me do ehrta , wlli hnkit nmeat em way a 'otdn i dlenear hmuc or moyearn htwa adn dna ym moce i oot hoteanr i eolnss si 'evi my.
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Inyrgt up aretf i nitgry aterg me ow'tn i'm my wndo eth os ot gvie nodrau yeahtlh i'm remidn hvea stay em vnyereoe sayipelcl rbkea reeyv hrda ubt si't aekt ecra to and btes i , to , ymfsle ehliw fo. I ppyha my wno og ︎♡ owarrfd elah nad cna slyemf 'im htta on. To eht what , 'im ni ts'i tell ghints muetrefu trinyg ht'ltla eeh?rt leki us me od reuftu elph.
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Ot aynyaw ntiygr os pkee 'im dahr mysfel nlgvio.
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Asw and ktea uoy mfro i'll ovle gdoo you 'lli inec aerc , to it fo you arhe oevrerf. ︎♡ i emrosip.

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