A letter from May 14th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello, how are you doing? I am writing this letter at 7 AM in the morning, listening to Hozier, so forgive me if I'm cringey haha. Well I want to know how are you doing with your life? Did you finally kill your anxiety or does it still persist? It's okay if it still does, it could take more than a year but please keep working on it. And what about maladaptive day-dreaming? I really hope you got it under control. Don't kill it, it's a really powerful tool, if used mindfully. How are your relationships with your family members now? I know it's been shitty all your life, it's not your fault but I see myself improving on it at the moment so I wonder how good you are at it right now. Anyways but please try to move out from your parent's and get a place for yourself, you really need it imo. And also what about your romantic relationships, are you getting any haha? I wonder if you got over your awkwardness with girls lmao. Yea let's be honest you've never been great in the girls department lol. I get anxious about it so often cuz it will be hard for you considering how your family is. But I wish everything comes out good for you in the end. Are you financially free now? Man it really sucks to not have that freedom to afford what you want to do. I'm working hard on making some money right now and I hope you now have enough for yourself. I do wish you are filthy rich and are able to do whatever you want to do haha. And most important perhaps, how organized is your mind right now? It's so bizarre that I'm in such a good position right now, thanks to the virus and all the free time it brought. It is truly exceptional how much my mind and my ability to just think clearly has improved in the span of a year. I wonder how insanely great you might be now, feels like you could conquer the entire world. I am truly, truly excited to see how much I would've grown in 1 year, can't wait. Please keep on meditating everyday and do the affirmations. Probably the best thing you've come across in your life. It's 7.30 now and I have to go now, I am excited to be you. See you soon.

Epilogue

3 months later

Hey man, You were right about being the cringe dude. I can't believe that same person as you.
But I think it's good that I find your letter as cringe,...

I ti t'tash weer oyu ohw rwg,o ees odsulh atiermmu ouy you yuo ithnk eth eb, abkc way oolk dan. .
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Sqst,uieon uoy atth niewngrsa i thiw swya uyro ti hmet snysrceaenu o'uvey tell a's"ha"h lal yuo si iegadrn e'iv vhae i,jnecedt nath nmya ot niupalf ni luhohgat emcboe etetbr eth own.
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Uyo awy but yaw ewer ongid vere awy tetbre eh'anvt eonedcruq iyxntea hatn uoy era uoy rouy. Eht rnea ti uincegonqr euftur otatlly nac in see i esmlyf. Nxet oleepp nirktheinovg igve flaaic nca eonprs i the bmtoacoyrf,l htioutw latk ot nad utboa sseposenxri. Ogen yuor saol mdadyaegnir ash ieadmaltapv odnw.
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Ahev ouy, retebt my hsnakt stpaenr ym gto anrsitloe htiw to. Gthhou ot alkt vnee si nvpmertmioe vyre ch,um the,or sllti chae yeht tno'd gbi gtfhi heyt a iwhhc 'odnt.
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That oyrrs enlasitor iarotcnm rnaytfoeltunu, rae nentxot,nise tlisl oruy dude for. Tol rokw tey llist but to me, of ttah a duo'y utrst i tnwa vaeh nrotlisea ive' sntigh me no to ownk. Be to antw npsroe i ethor etrhe if eth vree 'ntdo liwl rhtu.
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Em uyo ttha esstsr yocmapn ulothgha a morede,f ta it vgigni semoneo pasy si ge,a oyru eht edntce rteinn etytrp for teqiu ouy uaotb ncaailnfi. I ym tu,hhgo llwi anacniilf i my dylae utfeur whhic wioerrd i took aobut dba eelf ma howtrg semo leik dionseics. Wotrs utb fro ont twah i'm teh uefrtalg i ist' osniipot r'uyoe adn yako, eavh ni. I i,t ti rhad kwreod rfo arhd rof uoy edwrok. Egt ot goann m'i ersds yrlplo g,desooi aelb i noos ma fyslem emso of a emfsly elth-reewwo i kaet trteb,e mlyefs i be,rtet aerc buy.
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Is ot a nhisgt edfilintye olt enlar a otl ym ta btse, s'it i of fxi, hvea idmn ot stnhgi of illst. My etmi eoms slto i lfee nirwggo 'vei own eiutq deescapha eikl ofr ouscf no. Eyeqrtlfnu ym feetlnuqry, eeittdma i sesl rasmaffionit do lses. It i mpiores mrpa ill' tbu ouy pu onos. Neigb a aunhm i so ende normla wgtohr it eefls tfcionnu nod't no lkie mnltea taloms ot i orwk kile ym nac. A ubt inuedslo htta is. Krwo to vhea lemyfs i on stueloalby.
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Are,lt.
Uyo.

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