A letter from May 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Happy Birthday! We are actually writing this from ANFEN office. State of mind : V and you are sitting at the meeting room, the sun is shining and you're listening to Coldplay and you are so hungry right now, first day of work since lockdown 2. We were reading our letter from 2020 and reminded us that we're not that sad anymore concerning your 2019. By the way, we are still in the process of moving on (even though there's still set backs if you know what I mean) Anyway! Happy Birthday girl!!! I really wish us to be happy, being sad or depressed is so easy with what is happening around us. I really want us to work on our happiness. We deserve it. Growing is a hard and beautiful process and I hope that where you are right now, you are fighting for what makes you thrive. People will still tell you what they think is better for you but let me tell you this girl, nobody but us decides what we want. So make and do or even create what makes you happy! For this year, I won't wish you stability, it's just a state of mind, instead I wish us to be happy with ourselves, I wish that you got to live more adventures, whether it's on own or with others. From where I am, I am sending you all of my good vibes. Keep being who you are and don't you ever change yourself for anyone. You're a sky full of stars! Lucky those who sits and who actually admire your beauty! Unlucky are those who don't know you! I know our heart is hard to heal, but just keep being that fearless woman you're becoming. Do whatever makes your heart happy and don't you ever forget your worth as a person. You deserve to be surrounded by people who values you. No matter if you're alone or surrounded, I hope you keep enjoying life because you only live once. I know sometimes it's hard and we forget that God is here but please this year, I want you to make an effort and put him forward. You know without Virgin Mary, we won't be any of what we already are. So take time or make time for her as She always make time for you. Remember, cake, deco and gifts are just material things. Don't focus on who remembers your birthday or even who celebrates it wit you. You are here, you are alive, you're not in my place right now, I'm sure you have done things I would never do, so just be grateful. Continue the work to our projects. I know it's a lot to read, but I wish us to be happy no matter our situation. There's much more to come. Go and enjoy! ENJOY EVERY ******* THING! You're not alone. Happy Birthday! Love you (the only time I actually mean it!) , OP