A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

For eatg. It ot veen mi' i rokw niogd deen reahdr but ellw. Athw i ouy iwll i tiem need etg i rispome hist. .
Hyte a drns,ief gndchae uro otl. All amuret wonrg evha we. Auotb ontd' ssepreosn we aecr won. Me ni tpirnupogs htey uisedst ym rae. Ear elylra odog ethy. Lal ew elrnade ot refecsnifde wiaho(utttht haev )gmmnicpiosor oru i tpceac dan. Gytirn ot orgw pneros are ebtetr a like ew. Dtuygnis adhr mi'. I dearrh sdyut lwli nhomt txen. A tudys gte what eden i ielk so estab i htat wlil lilw i. Ogilanncpmi " deon hw"y why noyl ntc'a twih ?me ?i 'im. Atth itme my dshan nito ttah liwl wlli etg i sthi asetrmt " you poevr ot so iatgkn now eslyfm i"st' uyo i'm. To im' rof na tnxtee gngoi hsti. Niengpds my sr,nidef mtie 'im ont lmfa,yi whit nad tohiojp. Woh ugy ese htsi ,lwel iditos we j?pohtoi are si won. Ew rae. Ni vleo elki oes!uyrisl i ni s?u popele ew bciht velo ikle t'now tihw lalf hwo imh oelv allf htiw. He me ederejct. Tno seru ebweetn us eevn rwed ubt 'im gtfi he kicth inel my jteencigr too a. Pu mhi ikd ayaw 'im ielwh hogthu parearnsiotp our ew wond tiringdf ainrb gngbrnii ont rmfo era hkntingriveo. Ueeacbs rceosds hmi nlei rgiigonn yma him my bcetnoumolfar aehv and mead i'm ptojhio htiw i. Hmi to i otn or elmsfy ruth truh wtna od. Tno me trptey olny eno emte ni esur ,tonmsh wolrd nvee eh hhtugsot to ish 'mi enev m'i dcexeit hmi m'i o'nwt atfre htkin hte ouabt ssgue i of. Rea ewf orf tiojoph i tighns a eetrh anc do. Help fi nad ocntact he pehl liwl nda i hmi desne wlil he em. I'm agld i at nca tlaes hatt od. Ym msis i agbr tbu mhi uecsscs i aasp more! isms it dsolhu. Nede i ti. Ew it ederevs. Nda sawyal i wlil glc teh egt i fo ysdut rmeiosp aedremd ew toni orpyeprl yuo. In pjihoto si fbe dna he in amairce teh decreebm ggoni is yb yaw, mexa ouyr ot. Teem sure gigno ew si ywh ot atth nkwo nad it nto ,so puy ckdues btu to i'm treytp rea uro etem aedntw amke lats pielacs ngaia i u. Otn phaepn lliw it si enhppa ngogi fi ot 'otnw fi ti wll,e it ti. The is ermremeb but u"ryo seoitcnel rfeta lsnieotce sebt " oisceentl.

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