A letter from Apr 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey, hope youre good the main thing thats happening right now is that stans not talking to me for some reason, which i might talk about later in this, and lots of other stuff Anyway, hi, it's the 29th of april 2021. im 13 right now and im sitting in the living room listening to mother talking to zio on facetime. fathers playing games on his ipad, and annas doing work on the setee (i dunno how to spell). weve just watched the daily mail version of aladin, and im on the brown chair. the whole stan/millie/me/everyone else for some reason thing has nearly died down now, its just a little awkward now. for example we were in pe today and we just didnt talk at all, which was kind of sad, but it was better than them hating me i guess (but i think cb still kind of hates me because she told me to shut up unjokingly). at lunch i hung out with a, harry, tim and theo while they were trying to record their IT project thing, i dunno why they do that tbh, its not like they need the extra credit. my parents have emailed a few gender therapists (apparently really good ones because the waiting line is like years long they said) so i guess thats good, and the other day we found middle ground that *** and gender werent the same thing, which is also pretty good. theyre not calling me miles or anything, which i respect. i dont expect people to just get used to it immediately (like some people *cough* nate), and thats fine. i just hope that when youre reading this, it will have progressed a bit. i joined robotics club with annabel last week, and ive managed to play montero on it (heres the link if you forgot what im talking about https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdTN0k1i14E ) but i didnt go yesterday because i thought it might be a little awkward between me and annabel, but turns out i managed to apologise to her (half apologise, i kind of cried a bit) during tutorial at the online assembly, since juno does literally nothing during tutorial, and she took it well, i couldnt go to the club anyway because i didnt have my microbit, but i hung out with tim and al instead. its actually pretty nice hanging out with them this often, i forgot how fun to be around they are. i havent gotten my chameleon yet, the reptile shop is STILL waiting for the shipment, which kind of suck becasue ive spent like 200 euros on this thing already, but eh, its fine i guess. i watch tiktoks on youtube a lot, which is fun, i hope thats not gone in a years time. now im thinking about how this time last year, everyone thought that tiktok was going down, and they were all freaking out lmao, bet they feel like clowns now anyway, cant really think of anything else to say at the moment, but be sure to keep on writing these letters,because theyre fun to write out ciao ciao