Dear FutureMe,
hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14
Epilogue
4 months later
hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...
U get ifidrelrgn neribd-? tgbohu me ex a rfo two rou yhae.
Enbe elnatykladi- ym lto pnsgito ): ist rettasd eiphucor efennccdoi no ehva a insbotog eebn u fienel ikttko i.
Be eprrsesu ta iyatnhgn hwso desu tno sa lot of ti dab a hemo tub bad to hsa ti heneapdp?.
Idd butao nneyao dnfi eth enepo tuo secer?t.
Wosh teh fila its utb okya nnaog teh mdea trap dab a im i oasbdr ohols?c- si efw utgyndsi efisnrd.
Esmo ro emniigad ensdfri sesh a rfedni yoru tllis leeopp :) icne i eb ear so era rheet naigrc ptcneacig nwe wtih evenr and rea id isyxeluat -d?ucnefos ubt mdea wsath poelep u i.
Tdidn’ ot -i akcb og nahkt ddi u ro god iinda.
Boj hsit u evila do'uy mkea good tdd'ni raf knhti mdan r-irrk era ti you if i ltlsi era.
Tnwe go no- saw bkac le?l gcrine ltils i by do rya lle to u.
Tlso era tres i ehmt i rou het vole sillt all esrindf in is e-?lif oru oen.
U hwti ddha tge iamuts no oasedigdn ?alnyifl did or.
E?sep-yolep you to hant eppeol era remo 008 out mroe.
Ouy do uodwl olou—k olltyat em ashms hwo.
Tou ro ill akcb do idd lo-l ahir ti enev loerhuds ernev (: is wngor ?? enevr cb ouyr elt tath u ): again wogr ym rolypl acrehed.
Ddi go ot no no u avac ni?dia.
Ayn f?esd-sieryn i wen lveo met bcnuh a haev tmhe.
Tlsil rae ysse dsfreni u a?i-k ihwt.
Idd i-?omd glda u roem gynnaion simndte epolep hiwt alvee so elki up waslya i uyo this vgea swa.
Yta-s? yeroenve latuclay sye oenyan eaysdt pmitnraot idd.
Hmi on cchek eys do buhcn pu ryll oyu ssa i levo tlils njebi him um?ch i t’ond tbu lvoe.
U met uot evne up nad lislt altngki rdupo to du ot i eb rindefs sa oenc we rea so ?ah-aif came her.
Pyi-ph?a tub msonoee you mte ameks seh evah ftel tath ddi uyo.
Hctganwi ?- meth yrou haah atobu atwhs ti uoy dsopetp seerdev i tawh smnaie vauaoterf.
Who orem ever udolc ahve anmy dfenirs you u od nath nimieag ?.
Tcue dw?tane namega i utb u solthc oyu gte idd n-to ohtse telayxc awlyas.
Ot heav lsitl ?tueodsi do u knsae eeeneeeoep.
Yse mom ntirgtae si teebtr? ouy yna.
Tlsil but voel i him oseitmems mnae is hes ko?ya dda.
Lla sbet oru eth si lsaywa rehotbr ayd elik owh lxorob on diog?n.
Yna whos on ? tbeetr chools?.
Sti smsi uesd /-: if tsi i eswte wkno koya ton i dahr how baby be ot i.
Erhte? eilv itlls do yse u.
I?gngo a nsegidrakobta wen oswh i bhutog neo.
Chrt ngigo uoi?tiitn wen lstli ot my ehicwdts ilke u rbttee i.
Aer on rn-? am otn yphap uoy i.
Yhpap eht ew lwli oot eb i epoh nto os i i deo epoh orf am ufeurt-.
Raed :) it etlert wnok ill fif i eavil nuhgeo htsi utb amke ot tdon.
Ollypr who u era 51 old gri?th.
Nkdia tis ig yse rveo - ivdoc si etrhe ?tye.
Noep sye rae ohslsco a?aign.
Btetre jtus bti deus but hwo fro trae-dte tbu ooseenm oeph seveder u dnwo ot eemt oyu lihl arsett it uoy ielk ki i a twen i ot edeervs eb i atth.
I stgnor evol ouy t54-yeil-ar11-lo 3< - ayts.
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