Dear FutureMe,
Happy birthday!
You are finally 15. I guess you are spending it alone this year. Maybe next year too, then the year after that, the year after that, and so on. I mean maybe it is not that bad ( Even though you are crying right now, thinking of how lonely you will be). It will be fine.
Are you glad you didn't have a party? I hope you are. It is just a waste of money. I mean you would get a lot of presents, but most of the time it will be something you do not like. Especially, when the guests do not know you hate girly things. Is mom still mad? I bet she is. I was just trying to make her understand that she will not be able to afford travel expenses. I mean I also understand though. I am her only daughter and she wants me to have a good time and celebrate my birthday since she couldn't celebrate hers.
Anyways, maybe being alone is better.
I hope you have a good day.
-14 year old you.
Epilogue
11 months later
Damn, this is so late but yep, I turned 15. But, we didn't.
By that I mean that we haven't done shit like we said we were going to. We...
Tmeura n'itdd. Bti one gcifnuk otn. Klei lsilt kdi ubt a 15 i etltli eudtnr act we. I htae ti. Wshi ew eludovw' i erllay eyledtfrfni tath tuo emco. Vhea anldeh wldou ceuaesb we ew owdul we igmaenn hatt tngshi ,trmeau if ot lpeope ttah onkw us hwo ekil erwe reom. Grnmtaui ttah peoelp "alry"e si ays oedsagrun. Laeb econ yman tasrt htwi ynma iottwhu to too at w,ydnsaao plepoe ubsnedr knwsesea vaeh adlineg ot wohs ngbie. Were fi isth eb nwigtri ekli we sith tidups cgiunkf on'tdulw we on htigr tsbwiee urmeat tish ,won. Wudol ti ew ilek ffo ssya oru ubsrh ot torbreh. Gcikufn 'nodluwt veor llydee our crgyin mom for ot be a nnceaoyan tintgge ew ta. Nad grciyn i ospt trgih nguikcf ca'nt ushrt ym own dhea. Ttlere atoub veah wuodl a iade tloysm abhityrd ihts eymss a i equnic dale bdmu to hwo mnda no. Eabeusc 16 a i ssle nmtho essgu i in truinng ma s'it tanh. N'otd od naawn i nihagtyn. Ithw us yslemf and eb ro oschlo i uhlyoelfp lwehi at be iongd lslithbu ghcrneie lyno oevr vreo aopbylrb wlli inaag ohw uabto uto llwi eht orrwy eams friedns on we noez. Ichbt a rou am i erhtbro saecbue sasy klei siptud. Its' uert. Nuiastoist it ilek iths to'dn ahegcn dna zlreeai to in do utb hsti i onyl ltalcyau. Ohw who fi si ngterasr yparthe a,dy inshkt hes snwok wlli utb esh oru ahev yb enht nahigv tsom htat i tlisl i ikllye byarolbp eeucasb it illnget ahtt wlli sthae a icens be ti ew am mmo. Doeriwr nihgt oodg at erh ash uitdttea eb caseeub seh dommtneec ubaot os atht lal far not lhudos stgernar neo. Tow how fele igong acml ntaw ear asrey to eht ti, and as to wno whit ingska lnoy ew tkinh i abche that seraneegt su og leda onyaen i btuoa twtoihu ftel naivhg ot. Ot velae btu i woh ilwl ti we avhe heer uesgs. Suhrt ahed ym.
Yu-o.
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