A letter from March 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope ur okay. Um you know im talking to ppl on discord and trying to help people but i kinda lost the energy. Also grandpa died and my aunt- so idk im feeling pretty weird. I wanna cry but i can’t and this is even worse than crying. Uhh i still have breakdowns kinda but idk i also was in a hospital. I am proud of u. U made it to ur 14th bday damn gurl i didn’t even know i would make it to my 12th bday- kinda sad tbh and i care abt linkyn, (Tovar bro he’s kinda sums idk) um and umm_z is not online anymore im scared. She had COVID and her mom,okay damn im overthinking so if i will ever read this. I’m happy that u made it to ur bday :)