A letter from March 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Oh not so happy month! Letter #5 I am proud of where I am, tough story but where I am now, I'm happy. Jazz and I are taking a break. Reason? You know how you try to look out for your friend if you know an outcome isn't going to go out in a good way? Frances Burnes came up to me saying she wants me to tell Jazzlynn that Ben told her that Jazz was staring at Ben in classes. I knew it was wrong because Ben would look back and stare at Jazz. But I don't know. I told Jazz what Frances said and Jazz said she wasn't doing that. I knew. She got all offended and I told her not to do that because she was going to talk to Ben. We were sitting in class and she kept trying to talk about being accused of what "she did" I told her not to do that as it would result in a bad thing. Well, in the past I have tried to stop her from doing things that would be bad for her future and she always pushes them aside. She stood up and was basically yelling "I wasn't even staring at you!" to poor Ben. I had told her again that she really should stop because what she is doing is stupid. "I don't care you're not my boss!" She yelled to me. That was it, I was done trying to help her. For 3-4 years, all I tried to do was look out for her. I tried to help her and help her avoid bad things she wanted to do. I sat down and didn't want to hear it from her. Quickly, I put my earphones in and turned the music up not wanting to hear what she had to say after that. About 5 minutes, she tried to get my attention, arrogantly, I took the earpiece out and looked up. "I didn't mean to tell you I was tired of you" She said. I nodded sarcastically and put the earpiece back in and finished work. About 2 days later, I told her everything would go back to normal eventually but I need a break. All I was doing was trying to look out for her because Ben tells Frances everything. Well, in the end, I know we will be friends again sometimes in our future. Tell her sorry. With Love, Elicia