A letter from February 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey lol I wanna cry again life is hard lol currently at maths Class feeling like a burden lolol i hate Corona i hate it here im supposed to change school next year so whats the point of making friends. I was happy in the Philippines then i had to move and leave everything behind now im starting to settle in then i had to move classes now im making friends then i have to move again everything sucks. Tiktok was my way to cope or what ever you wanna call it now im questioning my existence again whats the point im average in everything. Average in looks, grades, im Not so fat but im definitely not thin either, not the best at art, i barely know How to play instruments, not too rich Not too poor, average, average in making friends, were not too close, not too distant. My mom wasnt the strictest now im questioning that i think shes turning stricter. Im just average and its boring. Im annoying and loud but i just wanted things to be not awkward yet here i am lol hope life gets better soon i know im asking for too much but i really hope so