A letter from February 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey babe , how are you ? I hope you're fine cause I'm not. Everything is just falling apart , I take 2 step forward and go 3 steps back. I have finally realised my worth and it actually feels good , I feel pretty and everything😚. And I'm still very much in love with Luyolo I thought I was over him but I'm actually not🤦😤 I know I said I don't wanna go back that road anymore but I miss us so much , I miss our silly talks. We haven't been talking so I decided to text him and we've been talking but not that much but it's all okay as long as I'm talking to him😁. Well you remember I said I wanna start selling doughnuts , I hope everything is going as planned ❤️I'm not giving up! I hope you are still in the process of securing the bag, remember independence is everything...if not I'm really disapointed and you'd better have a really valid excuse. I know that sounds like everything is going well and yeah it is , But on serious matters , I feel like the least important person alive that's how everyone makes me feel right now💔 makhul dila still isn't taking me seriously even though im in matric , she is dragging doing my id and she knows how badly I need it so I can write exams , she keeps making lame excuses like she doesn't have transport money....everytime I need her to do something for me , she always tells me she doesn't have money ,even if it's really important . I feel like she wants me to suffer because of this whole sassa card thing , if I could do all these things myself I could it sucks that I really have to be depent on her, she's one of my motivation of being independent cause it shows how people change . ***** I want you to be indepent , happy , gwaped and preddy as **** !!! It's okay to be selfish sometimes , your happiness and sanity come first okay❤️. Have fun , break the rules and get dicked!😹❤️ I love you mf and I live for you never forget that❤️☺️. Plays Beyoncé>>>1+1❤️