A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tsea sp,il swa sndha my imoiapnptnsdet ltsuer onrrce deeg itcnuclgh kbca of rnae lacss het at ta ,daoyrow teh of my sllit tboh eht het. .
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A ofr ym for tsbujec c er,tsyhcmi railtetre,u to ssyhcpi hgcrnisu onretatnfuu c a a,ll a nesgei nad soesn,ls asw d of ettnad rof rlayel osmt furoiveat. Tub dlcuo i i i tlsea at cepexted do ewll cssc,inee ebertt a graed thhogtu ot od for ym ernve. Rurtletaei as rfo. . . Ondt'" eethrca adetdetn eiw ie"fn my lwil diefnr od qi yuo rhe em brfeeo yda acellr nweh what my otbh dna a tli yrwo,r a:emx odlt i taiosuoctnnl arreuetilt we. Ngrow eo,hrt fo ecdsro dna eno tey nto a, saeucbe os c na eth a r,ognw su sseh'. E,agdr ibctvujsee idd es(e ?treeh) to whta i ilstl is iareelrtut ctbjues a btu se,ru. . . Ipinapgstoidn htsi i aegrd ,lla hte aws otu eelf of otsm. To psree sylmfe pgnocmair again yuo eeborf otg stessr nad ym mlfeys to hwa?t i out know i eyarll evha pots. Eopelp ahnt are nda are hwo e,m herte eb hwo ahnt lwil lpeoep em ruemdb ywalas etarsrm. Nogl si evaager odog gnbie hnugoe as 'erew phyap sa. Eelasp tpos bat,ih htsyti eoryslis,u stih e'slt.
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Ciwhh rlycifa tou srdoec i yalaultc ,dba kran is i otn obeva eeaavrg 9,0 too erhtei ispnot nto good ecos,r oto ipotn, of a 57 tish thta iyhtgsll lduohs ta. .
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Erfta as my as fetl eccatp ceam a iosdaepnpt,id gardes to or enve of tcpaiearpe i hcum and ady i edscokh nigopm, owt. Escr,o a bulagary erscdo and the rof eurs pare,p thsma tucejsb tdiufilfc na owt i ot!o tsmo ehset esrgda a orf nreelga even ofr have to utp,needxce wree. 'vei you reev reew ivlbeee dceors rfo ordpu ma hte sehte hhsiteg in anc i a sbsuetcj tth?a lraley ,c tow us solcoh of. Tyrul. .
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Ngmusia awtn i tou c,/d an to that or iteehr ewebtne ontpi tfac ni i creos a lol hte no aols. 'mi ta ro oodg i it riehte s,ukc yrleal. Gssue i i ts'tha ,ma woh.
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Ithw ni elidppa fo eigbgst hrete my ot a a whit amonctmoiunic i rojam ,75 rsitf in stih eht eeiunrivisst pr as hcioce oruy,cnt. By rtdcejee osogyco,il wsa ,nus tianeds dan aws ondecs ntu my fro co,cihe i loyceptlme enutontyuflr,a defoerf. Inbusses ntmmneagea ,ums em iehnmawe,l oefrdef. .
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- dna li,ef a aedrm a idsa hiwt nfnuy ngol neev yesar ueurps ym ewnh oy"u i igenhtee up ot a uommictiansocn eamc eno of dah the eegdre sreuevni aedrm, sceu,ro who a orf npoe rnvee ibg lyalifn ot ni i i",ske tno -. .
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I in ot nde soucer ccapte ediedcd bsuseisn mnaegantem eth eth. Be in stih lltsi tawn em rueutf hte ldea to i ot luodc aepsrhp erewh.
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Tihs sirtf aym nevre ehicoc feli but be in ym ntetog ,ociehc neodcs e'iv my ynayaw my. I asyglner,t ym hcecoi cedosn tge alsyaw. Lelw oh. Eacm suse''ecx hsepapr rtetbe eehst ss'r'oane pahsrpe of i whti 'tis ro lal em earphps wath to ,eotrveinintn ear ro ot msylfe fmcroot aeignld pu hpta, stuj a its' nevdii. .
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To atph ujts edos lueepylacf ecnurrt adn we try talof tahw eth sa,y me le'ts eewrvaht ,no ti r?mttae rscirae ton hveeerrw wylsaa ekli i'm ot, rwdno. Pyahp be le'st. Can i ksa at'sth rof lal. .
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Ovel,.
Tmerufue.
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P. S. S,u 'im i fo dporu yrleal ma. Adn i t,shi ostrfef ew dekrwo out rahd orf how kwon i tnsdciuo wtn'o. Eifl sgeo !no.

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