A letter from February 10th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I realized, I have to stop being jealous and mad at little things. Why? I want to become closer to God. I have committed alot of sins, pornography, masterbation, lying, jealousy, anger. I have to throw that away. So I am telling my friend Elicia. How can I stop? It would be cool for you to be able to write to me about what to do. Anger comes often which results in thinking about things I should not. Porn, I know I don't need to but I just do. I don't even realize that I already downloaded edge and watching things I should not. Lying, sometimes it just comes out. I catch myself and sometimes tell the truth right after. Masterbation comes when I am watching. I think most of the time that it is wrong and I shouldn't but the devil tells me to keep going. After, I feel bad but I know I cannot take it back except ask for forgiveness from our lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I want to stop all of this and live in the light of the Lord. I want to bring people to the light of the the lord. But how? I will figure it out. 3rd or 4th email. I love you Elicia🙂, Elicia