A letter from January 28th, 2021

Csholo ni. Nhitk het i butoa cna is spta nad lal. Febeor eoebfr 002,2 ocvid. Thta t’si wndo os oton isguchnr hvea nmay all etrsgre me i. Os sup **** nyma. Eisdsm nchaesc. Hoscol i e’iv at ntinhog bene i of olok ehwn 4 het seary efle hihg tu,orghh cakb. Ont cslnoigta ’mi. Apyph xecitde ’im ro eenv eth rfo s’ti ,revo ureftu tno. Eoinmgths pedphena it’s thta tjsu. Smremoie tno’d i d,oog have nltsaig. I fo pucresti vetesn aehv to’dn.
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Pomorheos was swa enwh lal inurasrttof i a fetl i. Thea. Ohtre ookl wkno etesh kisd era i dan all atth i heort aunrdo ldyraea see aceh. Llsma amtgen ot ghih slcoho i a tnew. Easm eyrnovee fmor cmae loshco lmatos miedld the. Hvea they sthriyo. Fa,t a ?i in etm?h cidov orhpesmoo guly gretsrna dirugn saw dsopsupe hitw to asw i ohw gte dtsoliea eosrl. Alertnig lpeepo i wne to sidsem that a nsmaefhr etem as chncea. .
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I mte ntew to ksdi i ihtw rnelteymea. Ey’ehtr own elemcpot arsgrnest. I tfi enrev i ’ill on,w neve in htwi nokw my esdifnr ehva. Ogupr they itutowh know i have me htacs. Ist tlak **** lshcoo atht kgiwnon dan butao i ehty lla eokj iehtr inedsi depnaehp egthrot,e in hyte mddiel aguhl ont ehilw utsj teh. Erfidsn yeht tshore ,reindsf onwk of ehav adn. Ot tog ry’heet em lal vle’ ubt. Heav ndrfeis ’dotn fo efnidsr i. Hvea i ’dtno ocstencnino. Be ll’i eroln idu,sroet yslaaw hte na know i.
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My it atecdffe escdaaicm. I tyr nddit’ antw ot. Wsa n,wte traef iarsofutrnt eht hte het aedklw ito?pn hwat yhapta in. Ldlfei yrea uobta ton thnginya ruoijn cnragi with my saw. Ym sdppeil srdega. I my n’idtd rty ebst at hinygtna. Nasdite **** tanwign eatndw ot of semfly **** now ot ujst i ertsho. ’tsi oneict ayanyw otn noenay lkie loduw. .
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Heewr i onw this si am. Ojtustn… nigarc. Renfogmrpi eorv ti ayd itsuoncfn iagna dan lla i byiold ,iavrers svtu…vnirugjsi, od eht inult neht netx.
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Is corsspe thta me ecsras thhuogt wtah. Klei oreebf fele nd’to i i iomeotn eavh usjt. .
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I’m ,olshco heav i wehn dfnrsie imeldd lera ahp,yp kloo i to cakb. Fsat ttlhieac and mi’. Dna otp i ceadetrlcea het ni it lscsa ta oto asw fo hte. ******* i holsco ilemdd in daepek. Sda *******.
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Tno gniilv now but mi’. Tberet ot nad eelginf gnkwia eht yda entx i’m eselp tno up gniog. Coslho mask a ni nda amek on ismle nad ksoej hgaul i ptu akef dan. Of ubt tihkn i ihtnygna ton’d foylnd. Omhe, eit,uq moec i katl and i’m ’ntod dan i. .
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Utabo sutj bnee hktin tis adn eil adn hawt dvle’cuo i. Atht ligr idd ot fi tkal i. Tiwghe my fi awthc i exiecsre dna did. Nabd did i i opelpe kas tiehr loucd if if onij. I if yrdeaal lepoep did ownk.
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I ma nwo 154 nusdop. Drega 102 h8t be ot in i used. Shgusilg ni bydo itvreghnye si ym. Rnu wols i. Ulgns uto my asretf eigv. Im’ a cerwk nwliagk.
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I ?whta niot so l,golece tgo.
I’m os c,tro a?twh odign.
Illw ot tehes lfilufl ti teak od i i nst,hig eth i naicot ays adn. Tbu m’i rdoup tno. Mi’ nto payph. Eamk stmjneeo…tvmsu i lal sti’. .
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Het a ryma i veig me tohhgtu ulodw ppousre. Elef utb odnt’ ti i.
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A feil aeegrrt rnoymea o’tdn in vhea i gola. .
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Im’ ton of ftruue hte csdear. I t’dno ubato crae nvee ti. Anwt i stpa ni tasy to hte. Seepla akbc os kate aniag to 1082 lla i nca rtsat vore me.