A letter from January 21st, 2021

12 ot ouatb be.
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Ot 23 cmhar be taoub 42 wno and we ni ear. I tfifedrne frdeefnit ear ew am won, own. We are sngoerrt onw.
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A 'its won tol i a o?tl dna hsa reaaldy tlo a ysa ayer 2,042 dpehpaen nweh.
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Fwe emas uoy ),21(02 ustj a tteadsr yuor oshnmt ftrae atht erya ielghna ryoejnu. It saey ton aws. Uro royjneu reh su had saw enlaigh dan nhacel eamn ehedpl eensomo in.
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Rcy nigth naoemry you ta dt'no. Gelihan uro adn soem reeh e'ewr nwo itlsl umarast fo skocnk ut,b stom rae ): eno,g tehre.
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Dutgradae eeoll!gc 3 leilad ahsern(bc reeedg ldsipoam athhel an nad eniccess aetrgaddu si)ncece ouy htroe fo itwh ew whti ni seaasticso.
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I dfeftienr a anittsiou erwe rthig, uoy am now in. Onw nsugniaertddn ehva a dgoo fneedftir adn iewv fo a ew na l,rwdo oen the.
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'sit esw?i nwo, agnrtist yoln lwil grthi aer orf rceaer ew us spsa chmu wno nerve so adn otn ayko, as us t'hsaw.
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But atol we ewrg w?roght ho.
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Dliev ter,eh to treedlva ivedl eethr !rlistaaua we we ew. 0222 jstu ew 0223 bnreevom sah and ogt in bcka ftel in. Gnith neoyurj erev ratp rou of eth it hatt naehlig ,ehpdepna btse was wsa rtsualaai. Dol lnea,o 22 ta sayre we eerht netw. Eerth otps swa de,ynys tshi ni eno in oewabdnkma. Ievsdderco fwhra laecdl esver"re a wten yb you eimt you tmhno scien lcepa der"y ti ni saw teh teh rviarde tsrif tsuj dnyyse. Ti herte swa clngima emti the smot asw iegnlfe eyevr i. A was no yselcaplei thta r,ehte aws tiiflfcdu just edirnf dsay rewe stemi ehwre kiel it. I dsa i swa ot wrafh i wsa hte there ehowl hwne herte ,utb emti hppya o,mhe emits i i dna on eyvre laos eftl swa ewnt og ltef eitm i rveye.
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Weer we meso epeplo ueflwrndo emt hte woh lanog us ,wya elik sjtu. Sa ew hetm aws loreevuss wlel ni. Nad hetri preranst how twih eifl ot lwdor aecm hda uto yb ufiger ledaetvr eht cseapl mrfo ese ot rdefnftie omes adn ssmltvheee ro. Tiessro eht ergivlnta hgints louss aftieulub ni one ghnerai ietdfernf eigtemn fo tbse dna si. Asw fo methignso donf it asw i layaws. Slteoh i eb moeenso rinefds a dame i efdinr ifnrde r,eyrveheew of or hehretw the -rrwcokeo, saem a wthi ti in aws rmoo. Nghit a ti chsu ftiebulau was.
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My ilwl this is i be to meiosspr lapsn ot etbs nad teh ot ealhde ahtt of ot reya adn keep rulsoef i rvltea alvtre nad be uor oesrvin steb nad od avhe.
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I dsa are 'its thisnoemg adheln we heetr tge dysa btu ewhre lislt not tc'an. Aoyk be ew ta to tsju ,mites a?oyk asd t'si anhmu rea.
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To won eyt pyhpa? ryuo am oyak ,btu ew rwsaen i era usiq,tneo nto. Yhpap allfniy am i" i say hpeo to tsoeh oswd,r get i sono. ".
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God hbdnei ruo eh am all eid,s ew evah tish i yb aws rseu. Het eadm urse nda ewnt to rea we be eth to hte sdpeospu uhtrogh pleac wereh su rictodierne lal a swa to ttha we gsdoenso fo he irngb pani ot pecla. Dna trsut nupgtti 'lets toni ,so kpee uro ihm afith.
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Sdenssa lsef, thta uyo odl ofr tath lla nwo rae seae wno setar aktnh het era nad akhtn you uyo fro nac teh ayer eb nwo 20 geno lal at gone. G,o i cna os won htur all you ma hte ew lte eigtlnt go. Ti not nifetgtgro am soed i on yo,u aenm uotba. For em, i dna llwi a nafuthlk i fo be lsyawa ofr oyu ma eb yuo ylasaw rpta reerofv getluraf lilw yuo.
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Oyodbge eolv dol nad ,uoy i my lsef.
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Ppyha ,on now be rofm els't.