Dear FutureMe,
Hey, it's you again.
Heh I feel like crying, past few months you been so sad, how do we escape reality SIKE we can't. Mann, I feel like this whole life is suffocating. we were really born to deal with this huh? childhood traumas and other follows. idkk girl, school has been tough too. I don't even know if it's for me. but I don't know what is. I like being on cameras buttt that's got be funny coz I don't have the confidence when im on it. I just want to escape the hard steps, but I don't have no choice but to go thru it. you have so much plans. ur business, traveling EVERYTHING! I hope when you get this ur in a different situation, environment. I hope ur doing good. please stop being sad. please follow what you really want. EXPLORE YOURSELF, stop looking for love out there, its starts within you. youth is gonna pass by smoothly MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT. stop being sad. I hope by this time, you'll always have something to look forward on to.
I hope by this time, your tears are for happy moments only now. no more sad crying, no more sad thoughts, no more thinking of negativity.
Now, Are you happy?
Epilogue
about 16 hours later
Hey,
I am so sorry you went through this, I know how much **** you were through and how messed up it all was. You were just 20 years old,...
Eb oubat ot 12.
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Ni 42 ear be 32 arcmh to nda utaob ew wno. Entfdrfie wno eftfernid i ,now ma era we. Now we rea oesrtnrg.
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Raey ti's edppnhea hwne 20,42 lt?o otl leryaad wno ays a dan i a tol a ash.
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Wfe earft a msthon ouy oruy helagin just amse jurenyo adrttes 2),0(12 year ahtt. Ont eysa it saw. Leepdh rou dna ahgilen wsa lahnce eeoonms in us neam her ahd unjoeyr.
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Cyr itnhg ta dn'to uoy romeyan. ): nkcoks ,ubt ear haelign dan moes teehr fo ,noge here artamus own ltisl tmos rou er'ew.
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We tiwh dduaregat dailel e)seccni 3 ehtor an dan eocl!elg uyo egeder saseasitco beac(snhr ltheah amsipodl fo dadegtura snseccie ni twih.
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A inottuisa dnitfreef oyu ma now i ni htg,ir rwee. Eon a olrdw, dna teh weiv wno ffrtdniee dngesnruaidtn vhae good a ew an fo.
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Illw ofr creaer sasp mhcu irhtg e?wis oyln tno ew ayo,k agristtn n,wo us so nrvee rea sa nwo si't su t'whsa nad.
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Toal btu rwtohg? ewgr we ho.
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Ivdel herte ot r,tehe we we ealdvter isrtuaal!a divle we. Cabk ew got dna ni onrbvmee in 2320 sujt 2202 has eltf. Of atrp ghnaiel igtnh jurenoy bste ahtt het evre wsa iratsaaul ti heen,dapp wsa uor. We erthe dlo esyar nwte nae,lo ta 22. Ni eno aws ostp moaawkedbn eterh enyyd,s htis ni. Asw in ti eht eth frsti iscen oceiddervs dearrvi plcea hrwfa a by itme senyyd tewn "ydre you dcelal usjt you err"seve hntom. Ti rethe sotm i saw eneigfl eveyr het temi asw cinmlga. A it htta fltcuiifd aws utsj nidfre sayd lycspaleei eismt eehwr saw on eikl ehr,te reew. Go on veyre i i tmise yppha erhte i etim went meit olas nad wsa sad aws i nhew ehret i ot holwe eth m,oeh i eervy utb, harwf lfte elft aws.
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Mte rwee osem us golna sujt who nweordful keil pleepo ew hte ,ayw. In as elwl saw euolvsres we hetm. Tadeevlr romf dna to woh tpsrnear tou acme to idtffeern esmo ro lwdor with yb had ees hte rtieh leif alpsce gureif teelhvessm nad. Ieemngt ahnegri eifertfdn stsieor neo nad ueiaflbtu in hitsng si ivrngtlea teh of suslo tbes. I was asw fo nmhetigso dofn it alaswy. Eesnmoo i infder it hhewter rwo,rke-co a mroo asw diefnr adem twih ni ames fesirdn i eht a ehyvrere,we loesht fo ro be. It a aws iuubflaet tnghi uhsc.
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Eb lliw adn ebst fo to pnasl eltvra to tbse eht rseoluf erlavt i to stih ehdlea vaeh tath smoseirp be nad ym do is our dan i nivrseo ekep to arey dan.
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But nghsimteo i ehrwe egt nto t'acn ew nehdal llist dasy are tsi' terhe sda. Oka?y tsi' msei,t das ew sujt okay be aumhn ot at are.
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I tno yuro onuiqst,e u,tb raensw pypha? ykoa we ot own am ety rae. Sono asy epoh egt am to odswr, apyhp i those lafliyn "i i. ".
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Ma bhenid odg we hvea i srue swa all he by i,des uor hist. Su to doegsnos tath eth acelp gbrni ot a rehwe eth teh ianp ot eh lla swa ot ceapl amed of pspoeusd dna hhtgruo tiirnreoced ntew seru be ew aer we. S,o sttru and our ekpe uitnpgt otni afthi imh tsle'.
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Thta gneo lla teh aer lod htat teasr het at nca gneo now easdsns fro lal ouy ryae wno orf aese now ,fles ear 02 uoy eb ouy nad thkan thkna. All i go ngttlei nca g,o tel so wno ma ew eth yuo thur. Mane nto it soed no ma tbuoa goetrtgnif ,ouy i. ,me rofreev alsway ouy uoy ulfhaknt ofr i am oyu nad fo i illw will patr rfo slayaw a trflaueg be be.
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Ym adn ovel dol sfle i oyu, geybodo.
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Be l'est rfom ahypp won no,.
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