A letter from January 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi baby! oh you're not baby anymore. i'm the young you. yep! how are you? is the past few years are fine? how is it? 2020 is really a bad year, I think you can also agree on that, or is there other years that are worse than that year? they say there's gonna be a zombie apocalypse in Feb 2021, did it happen? if yes, I'm so sorry about it. I'm listening to Olivia Rodrigo's drivers license. it's a sad song. you don't remember? you can search it, the tea is so hot in this time hoho. I'm single and didn't had a bf before but I feel so broken hearted by just listening to it. I'm so tired, my eyes hurt, my heart too. I'm wondering if you're fine cause me? nope, I'm not. I hope you're happy cause I really wanted to be happy so bad. I'm 13 years old teen but feels so sad. everyday. I'm wondering if you're still physically alive, if yes then congrats!! i never knew you'll get into thaht point. do you have a bf? if yes then you'll gonna break up soon, it's more happy to be single duh. btw lets talk about something emotional. mom is still on drugs, yes its so sad cause i can't stop her. im afraid to tell her to stop doing it cause the effects are so bad. my heart is so heavy rn, i'm about to cry but no she's just beside me and my brother. I'm wondering if Ziene and ate Glysdi are still your friends? if yes then i'm happy for it!! if not, that's so sad i'm sorry. i really love them and don't want them to go. btw, is there a house upgrade? or u still in that house? u have your own room? i wish u had. btw, lemme list all of the things i want you to check in the year your in right now. Offline Tv members like Pokimane, Disguised Toast, Lilypichu, Yvonne, Michael Reeves!!! is Michael Reeves and Lily are still together? i hope they are. COrpse, Tina, BrookeAB (is corpse and brooke together?), Valkyrae, Spedicey, Sykkuno!! and more!! i love them so much. did Corpse face revealed or stop streaming? that would be sad. is anyone got cancelled? i hope none. anyways, imma go back tomorrow okay? iloveyou, i hope you're good, please love yourself cause i never felt that way.