A letter from January 3rd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, If you made it in the future, which means we did it, we did our goal. Times have been hard because of the 2019-21 COVID-19 pandemic and other **** but at least we're still alive! People may not be by your side anymore because of life but hey, life goes on and on and on... But that aside, 21 years old... man that's really old if you ask me. You probably consider looking for that "someone" and probably have fun with her ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) or probably enjoy yourself like what I did by playing Genshin Impact and watching Hololive Vtubers and watching some good ol' anime. I really really hope that you might finally decide your dream unlike me in the past where I'm in a stalemate since every opportunity I saw I was so unsure if I could do it or not. How's your friends going? Win and Clint? Remember them? Remember when we played Genshin Impact together to help each other because of those hard-*** quests despite having ****** internet? I still laugh at the fact that Win is getting his *** kicked in Dragonspine lmao. How's family going? Are your sisters getting good in life? I really hope so! Cuz my sisters right now are just watching K-pop or Tiktok and whatever girly **** they do. I really hope that mother and father are still okay 5 years from now. How's the country going so far? I've been really curious about the Philippines in the future, who knows if the politics have changed or they're still in the same ****** system in my opinion. And how's anime going? I have a feeling that you might stray away from it since I got bored here rn lmao. Also is JoJo Part 6: Stone Ocean animated? How was it? I always wonder what would it be like when it's animated. Is JoJo Part 7 anime even there yet tho? Can't wait for that legendary manga to be animated! Still wondered if JoJolion (JoJo Part 8) is still ongoing cuz my god that "The Wonder of You" arc is soo ******* long. I don't even know if JoJo is still ongoing like it has Part 9 or smth or finished. Is Hololive still okay right now? Probably not but I hope that they've been doing okay. And finally, how are you? If you feel sad, just remember the times when I used to do entertaining things like listening to Led Zeppelin, Queen, Prince, AC/DC, and other more musicians and bands. (God bless JoJo for referencing them) or play games and watch YouTube. I really hope that you're finally happy in life, cuz that's my goal too, and we've been aiming to get that goal even tho it may not be possible since life is always **** to us. (lol) I hope that you're happy and having fun like I was years ago! Stay positive in life! And stay funky and go towards your dream! (Even though I'm not sure what I'm aiming for right now lmao) And I hope that you're happy in life and if you're sad, the past me is disappointed in you. So lemme give you an advice: don't worry, be happy! “Everyone has their own experience. That’s why we are here, to go through our experience, to learn, to go down those paths and eventually you may have gone down so many paths and learned so much that you don’t have to come back again.” -Prince (our favorite musician) P.S. Listen to my favorite song "Billy Jack *****" by Prince, you might remember it and have fun listening to it again like what I did 5 years ago. Regards, Jestian, your young past self (written on this decent HP laptop) January 3, 2021, 3:27 pm

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Hey Past Me, it's your future self.

First of all, what wonderful timing this letter arrived from 5 years ago as I was on a ferry trip back to Cebu...

Hwen llgcoee nioaicfiontt eht for 3rd i ogt my of yera.
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You sa pdpneeah heav a 5 otl has hitinw cepxdete y,ersa.
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,trfis aylmfi. The telert emti ntmohs waay ash fwe ishefidn ouy ermhto enr,utlfnyotua morf tath dsespa a. Utb sbte ym me era rhda mevo dan no mstei sagpnis dna nidog fiylma rofadwr rfeta were ehr ovme to oru. Eh a rveoall ubt s'eh rfathe fien ootiidnnc nwo gluaohth ahert ,koya sah iodng si. Eth bnuc,h aer tbu eevn our apts 'yeveht yrowd ouy it! seisstr endgcah lto'udwn bte lot, ltlsi eptxce a anm the i.
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Fro nfdrie,s lwel go sa as you coem epetedxc semo nda hvea. C,cilnou beacem the porgu that ermmoeis i i egtfor ugorp lepeop fsutf and dol tme kwonn ttha os lilw of chmu uhmc erenv as a thwi a neev rluwfdeon eerndtccoen srfndie so did efnird we dan. Dan uohgth oga, ekil asyre the hedpenap ugrpo remo nda utffs fdnrie no 43- is epaendhp thta. Oelctss nda idenrf eb iirnhespfd olllolo lti,sl epspe ihtw aocctnt im' atth eeabcm in d'indt osme emcaeb refnsdi who u,gorp onw i my scleo chihw fi khsedco ni oy'du era eno e,m knwe icwhh i adn oyu ihtw ceexpt brypalob loecs rlyale uelva eithr eth mrof arlely ithw oyu.
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Lfes aol,s oryu dpponatisi utfrue got you tub tshna' msnoeoe ot ryros nvee tye. Etardmu yuo tbu hte ysh ltlis 'im kwno ltisl emro orpb dseeepsrd a ibt elsf llo dna. Frebeo tbu nad for lelw i'll arlyel ylesmf, ouy hte eth osllwy as emor gani ni sa lohplfeuy i get freu,ut owgnrki nmoeose as owrry wno laeryl fcdneconie t,no on ewdihs yeh. .
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Lertet s'ti irncge rfo 'wsoh ettyrp (oth on 'tis uyro e,mnia eb thta tinuesosq )💀 miaen to plcbui you to tsih g!tera goig,n sa 'sti ahtt yaynwa, gnogi cdnudile is ertag htis gngio ni igngo eransw. Gto smeo to eflysm hiwt tnoi hatt ehva esmo cteepx gsbraen i i eea,sedlr tnio get d'tdin. Dan such xtseis uornda nmiig!t wtih dd,eeielvr fo gupocnmi ptra 9 hist teyh rtap a,rey lneeautyvl ,sey ,eys tllis an 6 trpa 7 ojoj andimeat adn naoapadtit dan tgo oojj. .
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Esom gnbtuide nda w(hy ,grsnto nto did it tisll as im' niot lucnide nautigrdag eomanry hitw inogg hsi,t) tub ohivlloe uyo si't rfo seom.
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Dan u:uasl lihespinipp *** ronters,voyc ho'ws kiscgun hahahaahahhaha stednpier tbu ot locontr oh tgo dlfoo sa deeblvo eofrmr *** sih sreow teh 'tsi our gio?ng oyb, aeuhg nilicsiaopt ,suula eht tnha ,tetpsrso. In i to outnry,c bste of itsh igngvi giknwor at intpo pu tou eehr ihst egt ohep gvei my im'.
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Esusj ngih,sne 'im ylnaigp wno hatt kdo,airn- tills ew olsce a,egm gmae aer ttha em eznsnayah to own ni sha fro pistud dan hitw ehdagcn hha mhcu os uytclrner at ,xd. .
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Espep eth we oamyr heall eht swa eth eth n,raifsc ecedosgin a,wr uosni-nrauiaskr okwn adn aamnm,ry isuoavr emti neve so sar'sile ikle oyru rowse twih deatssiaassn phadnepe or nad ddynaaliio,tl het eue,nq eht leeat,snip ntah of tnow eht of it ai ******** teh easdth goonc, uor and in ash on eth acdpn,emi awrs tog asdu,n ppoe drwlo, in gipnnehpa 💀, euavteln tgo eidclne in ucmh.
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,nbee ufture and yuo eiv' sdkea ylnfali, i 'mi dna owh desspruir ym ahtt nhesoytl eddeen self. In yreas sha lfei os dnehcag 5 os gryhtineev teh tsap meca by ym ni hmcu ft,as. I'st rateh shf'aetr nssagip htwi aeld hrda ehtomr ywaa wiht to and ,ooidtninc givhna. Ogngi tsnhak eht and uyo huhotg nda rou bgonir uwdlo rpeytt hlpe fo darme itlsl ,atydo su to nhta 'olwvdeu our giong mi' sefd,rin ughhott macbee dna ltsfsesru ubt a cumh tib iensreeicl ts'i c,epxte riyt!ale a buce leloceg ofr ntgsor twhi oyu tirtiirnga on to fyalim and ehck eht had rmeo hnta ouy. .
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Veen uhohtrg cant' aiiemng losness uslyofre lrenat htwi goign em lsao atth atth adtel vei' dan fstuf a of lto uyo. To aemns ot illts iggon ogrnts orf rfeuut dna hey, hte lilw hhwic oyu tbu m'i m'i rihtg be omce nwo rlnypgei.
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Witer itdavoetm ot emgeass rahet erylla oyu i by adn iwll to iopspatdni gebni fo my yrsro hwen adn em ot atht ptoiveis dsa vei' that day llraey ysuro eegsin uoy teka ynwasoa,d btu ,ypahp start gbeni vciade atht enw reya fuynk uyo thta teh nbee dan. .
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Em elvo y,ou stpa. Uoy epceraitpa oag rysae dnensgi em i trleet tsih lrlaye 5. I to ajkc lrype illw xd dan tisnle piercn ilbyl elrta tefra i tretel yb siht ct*hb.
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Rerag,sd.
Nhop)e hits esfl yuor jne,atsi oppo trfueu cteden utb wnre(tti no ndgyi.
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