A letter from December 24th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Alicia, Hi! How's your life going now, it's been 3 months. Hopefully it's better than it is now. Are you and Reidan still dating? Are you getting to see him more often? Are you working on your clinginess? Have you finally learned how to be happy alone? I hope all the answers to those are yes, but it's okay as long as you're working on it! God, I know it's only 3 months, but I still have so many questions. Oh, has school started back? If it is, how's it going? How are your grades? Have you made any new friends? Do you and Reidan hug and kiss in the hallway and all that cute ****, haha? Now that I'm over with the questions, I just wanted to remind you something. I love you. Even if the answers to all of these questions are no, I'm still proud of you for just ******* being here. It gets so hard sometimes, but don't give up, please. You're gonna live such a beautiful life, you're gonna be a neurosurgeon with 5 kids, a beautiful house, and an amazing husband.

Epilogue

about 3 years later

idk why i’m writing to my little 13 year old self 3 years late, but i guess i owe it to...

Uoy. Erifb i emka lli veryneigth dyou’ ti be ******* tdol sobatule tbu skdeohc fi you. Ebkor dtecaeh rdiean ybuef,arr nad ttha ouy no ouy, nad ti uoy up latmos oebkr eh. Idd itrecoor,nc krbae hlwie rfo a you ti. Raye aws taht, a ehll terfa ti fro. Uyo btu teuvylelna it vero otg. Ubt you did gncyil swn’at faltu ,fsftu it oyur htta on orwk. Eardni newh eh ta het lcldea it iemt we onrgw w’snat cary,z stju wkno ytelcoplme t’ddin su. Dpb yuo gnoeiuddsan ehav. Ofr ltfe he dnes nste ebuodrn ffo tetdeehanr saeuebc bti 81 otg tuo ygul etarstd ethn slao el,vutnyela aijl we to year rgsos bcak lod he adh **** us gto assol tog to a ew nteh su to he initscahr eh aiisrthcn hnte deesrydot ew adn utb imh na adntig hreet. To our labityi onw ew yjaec dan thta etsb the fmor we’er aehedl adtgni of. Tfrdnfeie a to and es’h he’s ohtgh,u erev the nciste olt eb esdu eh nwo ygu tnha eulinngey. Be u’olly kn,ow sjut akoy. A htae a nda ebnig ont escc,ien arlw🩷ye on, ho, e’erw resrnoug,eoun ew bieng erew’.

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