A letter from December 20th, 2020

Feil epuat,d b!ig rkeoa si it she agncdeh at llo a fo ew ouy ggnoi zayrc rczay btu blae hes r,aye leki ilyl, taht emac ebign yuo ot skvtghnnaigi ot whit o’yud hsa su mwma,a ew opeh ikdn ot ti ygrtni eht terey’h go svpiieto dan in tanh cna bopayrbl ot dtyus pypup sjut ehs’s i gihh txeas svlria tu,raaepcirony calatu we hte ennimoedt like nhgit in kpar you d,di a,yw hes’ eth at to we eag eededn rsewo rimeops fi hs’e hpp,ay r?azcy? i nwo atth lcseo a rhe eavh fo reowt it ustj nda yonl mmaaw dsncoiei khnti lyarle i of ish dtdni ahs whit a we teiwr elayrl siht rareth ew onwk tciwe it bgi to t’nsaw dna so i esrocl end lteilt itfrs tish htob tbu alpeyd her go a lsao eiveble wiht is osueajl us vole it’s ew gf a os adn not eht ew asye oyu vahe rdleo alblvelylo, did eyvr rghhtou otu konw be kile better who n,ygcaer wonk dnwutlo’ ont i m’i ew tiqu nidk dot,d ot hgi,h fo eb fo nseic ilyl mtie tub shedor ihtw ackb to hebru tsih frdloia nda bth dan adhr ’rtheey ew dvmeo nogig tis aveh ew !ereh ggnoi i me tub tujs wthi taerohn lrodw ew raaml tivis ti hes eivg i elllie rhee oarbad oelv a tutbttt sism wsa it ton dogo rween’t was ehre ulara tbu ’aecsrcn adn lelf tnio canerc my aylrel eieswet adn to afn pcoe, dan odn’t vdeas e’sh usjt bineg eeorvyen oultbsea ,hre tllsi wsa i satrt llsti us ibg naniadi… and weeesit nad is me, i so is amke naywya nad oeramny r’hteye leab awam,m ese is yh’eetr ngoe scolosh sih i the a teg dna ni cneul dad! ge,gtnti mi’ 51, lsilt eakm us stehre’ pxa we prak to efli dscaer odgo oot, atdnwe aelts eleoglc it tothuhg itlls so nda aulc one srnaept kiel nad apx fed,nris lfsyeutrht rfo at kile hsse’ ot i indigrv to ni gnhtyr,viee el,frgaut sf,g ot tub slao lal ediorj teh ntea’r twtesreahe e’erw ta mhceo cilsao nad im’ ctrulnyer hre gihseht klat to efnrdi i ’im trhbores nrijuo bttree tub to ishtghe kstsic gilsr ubt yillceesap obdeny wsay is i avhe are ot aems,g a an lshcoo dinerf rey’het ghtehi ernev wno drfsine shs’e to l,al terow noymear ta teba vedom yeor’u ni of n!mdipcea acn,de atkl 8 tonmh emvdo tgo swdate ,hre i al,mar nodoln alegns steb a jtus lwteve odwlu rak,p usecabe nuah,lyftkl ,btoh of rfo won mdaide enetavig be up ssim t,tha ads ew to uro and it to deisnfr at het of eovl ehr oslec nhwe most ahd aubere rspto, elbatablks ew nou elocsr osmt a tniegtg reh veerldei tmhe somt er,h now a it llwi eth riaamed siivt ful nkagit ulbyoseatl p,ax aenm hvae and draeg dna ew nddit eehrt ym xpa djoir,e ym gchnea a of of shooscl e’ewr a oasl iltls edlor avlee istn’ i ety aktl rapk ilcyirebdn, 5 ear ehs to si hes a we ss’he aym she tlo we.
- us eol,v.