A letter from December 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I don't speak English rn and you know I am still trying to speak or learning English. Today's date is Saturday 5th December 2020. You know we have covid 19 and we are so sad for this virus. Anyway I am writing in English this letter cause you know it is a practice. So ıf I have difficulty maybe I can write in Turkish. This idea came my mine at a youtube video. This is video link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7GxwioTsbY The guy in this video impressed me cause I have some goals. you know like 1- I am want to give some weight like I want to be between 54 and 57. 2- You see , I am writing in english so I want to learn English and speaking like fluency. 3-I want to go to the abroad. Like America, England, Italy, Brazil , Tokyo ( with my friend İlkay), France, Africa, Canadia, Australia, Austria ... I want to go everywhere. 4- I want to be succesfull but first I want to be happy. Like maybe with my love, maybe with succesfull job ( my dream job), ı want to make happy someone. I want to full of life. I want to BE CONFİDENT, BE BRAVE BE HAPPY, I WANT TO SO MUCH HAPPY. And chose whatever you want ok? Just think like " What do I want to do or what shoul I DO FOR ME, NOT FOR OTHER PEOPLE OR FAMİLY, JUST FOR YOU". If you are not happy right now. Open some motivating things like Deniz Esensu like Fit Traveller or tell your friend your loved ones. Just TALK ok? Don't be nerveous. Listen some music read some books but then say yourself: "Ok I am ready. I will do my decision. and I will happy or not but I will try. If I be unhappy so I will try again and again and again (or over and over ). I will never give up untill be happy." That's it. I belive you ok. I am 16 rn and I am little bit un happy but I have family I have some friends like Hüda, Zerda, İlkay, Buse, Sıla, my cousins Alperen Naile ablam, some foreigner friends like DR Junny , Yash, Sabrina, Alexsan, Vina, Ben. SO, MAKE YOUR DREAMS. AND DO YOUR MOTTO " Speak, Konuş" and add some words at another language. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND TACE CARE I BELİVE YOU. SANA İNANIYORUM BAŞARICAKSIN. KENDİN OL SADECE. Elif Sakar Mezitli Anadolu Lisesi 11/A 240