A letter from November 20th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, It’s EDM or EGA here. Dear FutureMe, I’ll prolly loose this but, why not try it. So hey u, how are u doing? It’s currently 5:19pm, Friday, November 20/2020. I’m laying on the bed. We’re doing online school and I’m doing really bad. I wish ur doing alright in school. Well I’m gonna tell u what’s happening and ask u some questions. I’m in a “relationship” u know, with D, it’s not going well and I don’t think it’s gonna last, we’ve been together for 8 months now. My best friend is D (my ibff). And I hope that when u get this u already met her. She’s my best friend rn and my only friend.I came out to mom as Bissexual, as I knew she didn’t accept it, and she just ignore it, she acts like it’s not true. Haven’t told my brothers or my dad, my sister already knows. She is vi too. I’m not as happy as I wish I were. Happiness is 3/10 rn? And my crush is LV. Well I have some goals. Rn I’m 5’4 and prolly 178 pounds. I want to lose weight, get well in school. Me and mom have been fighting a lot later and I absolutely hate it. I miss my dad. It’s been 2 years and 8 months since I last saw him. I want to go visit my country and meet my BFF. I just started TikTok and I have 14 followers I think. I do want to be famous. And rn what I want to be in a the future is an actress and a singer. Are u single? U still want to be the same thing? Is D still ur best friend? U and D2 are still dating? Who’s ur crush. How happy are u? How are u doing in school? Did u quit TikTok? If not, how u doing? Are u happy w ur body? How’s things going w mom? I have a lot to say and ask but can’t think of nun rn. So I wish ur alright and proud of how far you’ve came. And maybe u won’t get the chance to see it, I really with u don’t give up. It’s really hard em but I promise I won’t give up, for u.❤️

Epilogue

7 months later

This feels like it was sooo long ago lol
But heyy, I saw it and it made me pretty happy. So much has changed since then omg!!
I did not...

Olenni but stat’h won in ikle egdar 11th ’im cho,sol so ogdo. No fo swa evyere mi’ urcsh it hasnrieoiplt enretlyc heanlig otu a got i ’im had who tlsil a itwh a khberagreaitn loogno u utb mtei, igslen, for moeesno. Kboer ouy a ihtw imh you eatlsd up raey dna 2d ubt tehn. Htta and rigovfe htgisn ktal o,psenr on teh l’il idpeisrhnf dotn’ ddi ees tgo d in tixc,o yomn,era ofr she ll’ya do ton inkht did uyo, not eyrv uoy teg ot hse her i ehtadce eerv eldi. A svole hmow elhow vloe idetr lwrdo i so haev steibe cmhu tebs ridefn e hte is ohw me in os i do btse adn tub eth. Ehs yerv pyhpa em maesk. Lev)o was lv i tllis tno ssosedeb tbu as yrsor( i’m i floowl hwit erh sa. Iwth ae,mroyn sarye soohcl nevtha s(o nsee tno slilt 4 n’itdd iltl’ :/ we sa ew thmson maizang ni ighft ’tsin btu now btu dda we bttere, right itwa mmo 7 :( rrosy leso chum egt and.
As omfaus utb ebign dfsrta not todn’ 1k in utb veah im’ omlsty eoms athcw oitn i i i muhc naymreo yanmroe, ton vsdeio hrtee iteerdtesn ’mi b,erfeo tkkito cedorr adn otsp sa rethe was ew ttah. Kile emro i earnrtgi/escss hreecat elik iltls bcak i a on senci ot i a ntagniw mrdea dik whne ’mi be onteghsmi tub t’is dan asw nad nebig fo im’ idcnnetfo ot. Neisgl leik ’mi nad tath dgoo mi’. Si d my otn 2d oyanemr si hineert feirdn. Hvae phayp ucrhs dna i im’ ym tbu wtih tta’sh a ’ntdo enfi nto ybod. Vleo uoy orf takhn rdlo i ibegn uyo erhe dan.

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