A letter from November 20th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, It’s EDM or EGA here. Dear FutureMe, I’ll prolly loose this but, why not try it. So hey u, how are u doing? It’s currently 5:19pm, Friday, November 20/2020. I’m laying on the bed. We’re doing online school and I’m doing really bad. I wish ur doing alright in school. Well I’m gonna tell u what’s happening and ask u some questions. I’m in a “relationship” u know, with D, it’s not going well and I don’t think it’s gonna last, we’ve been together for 8 months now. My best friend is D (my ibff). And I hope that when u get this u already met her. She’s my best friend rn and my only friend.I came out to mom as Bissexual, as I knew she didn’t accept it, and she just ignore it, she acts like it’s not true. Haven’t told my brothers or my dad, my sister already knows. She is vi too. I’m not as happy as I wish I were. Happiness is 3/10 rn? And my crush is LV. Well I have some goals. Rn I’m 5’4 and prolly 178 pounds. I want to lose weight, get well in school. Me and mom have been fighting a lot later and I absolutely hate it. I miss my dad. It’s been 2 years and 8 months since I last saw him. I want to go visit my country and meet my BFF. I just started TikTok and I have 14 followers I think. I do want to be famous. And rn what I want to be in a the future is an actress and a singer. Are u single? U still want to be the same thing? Is D still ur best friend? U and D2 are still dating? Who’s ur crush. How happy are u? How are u doing in school? Did u quit TikTok? If not, how u doing? Are u happy w ur body? How’s things going w mom? I have a lot to say and ask but can’t think of nun rn. So I wish ur alright and proud of how far you’ve came. And maybe u won’t get the chance to see it, I really with u don’t give up. It’s really hard em but I promise I won’t give up, for u.❤️

Epilogue

7 months later

This feels like it was sooo long ago lol
But heyy, I saw it and it made me pretty happy. So much has changed since then omg!!
I did not...

Dagre t1h1 oilnne os mi’ ,oohcsl but good in hs’att ikle won. Adh lngs,ei no ecrnlyet a ihwt gto ti a btu vyeree iltls of ’mi u ,mite aenhilg nrheregbtaika omnseeo i uto uhsrc saw ’mi ohw fro hrispoitalne a nolgoo. Kerbo iwth ihm tsleda eyar a nda pu oyu yuo 2d tbu ehnt. Ddi idd ehs lli’ rgoveif acheedt reve pens,ro dna i ofr evyr in nshgti to ese hes o,uy klat ,onmeyar d ton xc,ito deirpsfhni ’ayll nkhit ton oyu ot’dn etg thta gto diel teh her od no. Os best is e nad hwo derit estebi a hmow bste os fenrdi od olsev in olve mhcu lehow lwodr i eth ubt me eth i hvea. Seh eryv me seakm pyahp. L)voe oofwll i was btu as tiwh seeodsbs lv r(sory i tlisl erh tno ’mi sa. In tiwh egt but tni’s 4 s(o utb syera aenmyro, nto tgfih as osel ehntav ew royrs omm aitw et,bert tgirh ocoslh ew osnhmt gaznaim (: :/ we 7 adn lt’il eesn much i’tdnd onw dad llist.
I sotp ehert nmyaro,e in htta rnaymoe i wacth rerdco m’i dan 1k ehetr tno utb i isoedv ont lsmoyt ntoi omes asfdtr ew haev kttkio btu ngbie as denerestit as uoafsm ’mi humc was br,oefe d’ont. A kid i ot lkie on nofdenitc lkei of i’m llist eb a when ncesi eigsomhnt dan engbi nad was si’t ctherea utb iatwnng i im’ akbc more i rdaem ot ragseecinsrt/s. Nad ’mi ilke ogod thta lenisg i’m. Otn d tereihn my 2d si eryoanm si fierdn. Yapph ton’d my suchr ’ashtt a itwh bydo dna ifen heva im’ ton tbu i. Olrd i fro you niegb ehre evlo dan tnhka uoy.

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