A letter from November 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I’m surprised your still alive, life is hard for you and I feel like it might always be. I have Jacob (Jacob Gibson remember him) and he makes me feel better when I’m feeling really low....are you still with him? If he’s single then maybe hit him up again? Depends what he did.... How’s life? Are we in college? Do we have a boyfriend? Are we still depressed? When was the last time you cut yourself? When was the last time you were happy? Please, don’t forget that times are bad sometimes but don’t want a semi problem a permanent one. I love you so much, do you love our body? I hate it I can’t lie but maybe we will be pretty and skinny with a big bum in a year....we should write one every year Reese (futureme.org). So tell me about your day. If we go college, how was it? If we don’t, how did you sleep? I know how hard you try to be perfect but no one will ever appreciate you no matter what so just be yourself....who do you hang with now? PLEASE TEXT NANCY IF YOU DONT. She accepted us every time we fell out with our friendship groups and makes you feel happy. I really wanna know how life is....is nana and grandad okay? I really hope so. I know you think dad and mum hate you but honestly I don’t think they do. Dad said the other day that he knows he’s a knob but he’s our dad and he will be there....so please stop thinking he doesn’t care if u do because I always do and I feel bad. He tries. How are you and Levi? Arguing like always? Probably. Just keep your chin up and if you think of more questions ask me again in another year :) but this is a cute idea. I love you. Remember, if you think no one is there for you then your wrong....we are strong and we can hold ourselves up. Your beautiful and probably get even better!!!! Have a wonderful night or day, I hope your happy finally.