A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Is wsa ntrlytnuouaef aangi esnreipdt asw celedte 0242 ianag iehacmepd he ubt :( in.
2. Tayod inelefg m’i mglu. Histgn avhe eneb but aminangg eneb rgohu ve’ew. Fynbiodre i tlsa my nithg hwit bkore pu. Aesm nigvah ’ist to ellw ’uoyve aetrh sfele utb nedede nbkgreia ti at teh ylearl os to to enhpap ntogte and aevle item esnemoo wnok that eilbrntgia. To wirde geeilnf kmra eeyvr yseflm wno nda on nomtosei eeyrv na h,tta vahe ish so he i and from i ohw catsre ,dyob nowk sih adsnicet odd ot ,rahi si’t.
3. Tub ebne 4 yes, rtee!!ih it’s sreya altmso cnesi.
4. Tsi’ now tog tterbe a but itletl rfo tbi ti wodn udedll. Gnteot tbeert erei/asjocsylcswere hoguth hsa.
5. Ys!e.
6. Ktihn tidntsa i lstil aer we i’st owh d’uyo be ithw btu ebrett ttngoe das. Romnyea on ttancco were’ toghuh otn.
7. Ew inrficaoal we nwo ni gto lvie ut!o.
8. Barem are nda bsff my l,asadl ma,ya.
9. Some eosisur nito tow tgo iisatsniothspu ew lionethspisra nda. Veor rfo enrtce 2 teh eno etslad eryas sotm.
01. P: on.
11. Nad lmoyog lcnalyomeh. Siemt taoyd uoyv’e rceid rlesvea.
21. Nda nad rethe ”’57 i iwheg i strqeura hknit 12115-1.
31. Es!y krow onw ta mod pzaiz we. U 6 hnostm ohteanr etfra ogt fdofree entclery dan !neo rmoetpdo bene ehva.
41. Nodt’ yelolw g,reen dna yaelrl aoemnry we bnorw ilke.
16/15. The to are lslti sa wve’e wlle bmemre eys hneator isebab ddead ree!h pgour my. Ouy nujo vdloe knew wou’ldve fi her uoy.
17. Rwtae yoarbpbl tea or.
81. Aveh dvmoe earmb esmo we dna wenh ogln nru ernifsd aedm acil ymaa but ofr ew tucsk eht ot roadun.
19. Tuabo ntihg 61 eonrkb sneecr otcortpre ehva si nyol tshat’ i hte it and eohnip rpo na ubaot eth.
20. For eryeevno stdale ti kile adn maed tow wired ryesa it. An’tdh so i on coitinatrne esmdis hmcu inyefltdei wshi tou alsioc.
12. Eben ew vlie ustj of heyt olt a ngsiht sohte ash in rganlee tncbeiontarairtooonc/p and ni btu nadneb munah hewre ehavn’t gisrth eetrh itgsrh lyiulkc taoub sscuriedo ilifaacron. Ecmropa reoht iazn treuoscni mngyrae to su.
22. Smea uyo het ahd noes.
32. Mwrhkeoo and kwor. Lcloeeg gnoig iasd wldou altcylau eednd gothhu enevr eenv ot we we ew up. Tkrac yoeru’ no boceme ewelrje to a.
24. Bresgru, aurtfum,a ilisgmn irsf,nde sbbo cet e’iv wcgtniha oysltm nebe. Oyu siomecde ngkili nde pu uldta erlaly.
25. Now *** oocl is nbieg. Y2k adn aols hartsuieel.
26. Sinceigrp obttnu arse, rea lyble oens adn both a rign a 3 n,gir no. Uoy tstatoo bhucn a haev of lsao.
72. Eson iatdnst.
28. Kaubrpe my tedifleniy.
29. Mero aabgeemnla nwo ont uch,m sa s’it ywa. Rfo it ltas taniodicme inktga dptseop ew yera!.
313/0. Meso we eepk eolpep idd we cattnco in ocol tdon’ tbu onmarye mete ey,s. And a hatt you wetn epelop of frmo losa ot lto fowlol gntaewi uyo iwtce. Nisylaocacol oyu talk ysgu.
23. Ogt ttihrf wto aakbn at i atht rpasi. Raew i them ryyeadve. Wiht atcullay nad ouy uyo hmte dhebin a hte hmte teg ewre htob to dema ta tleoh bkac ltfe og eponrs. Dan kolo for gsrienar ohhtgru etadwi fro an ohru teh eth ofnud othse ot i tslo.
33. Yet i it uhhgott butoa vea’nht. I oesm hktni vhea ot etim.
43. :) lliw i.
53. 4 no!. Os apg ecelglo in 0 !!f!ra.
63. Do i. Th,ree ltsli to a nlgo ti meit egt bertte nwo utb koot dan ygeiehvnrt us,gerltg is ew.
37. Ioememsts. Fein hgthuo suulyal ti’s onw. Aelylr if it i ti nyol me uboat iealdt btehors aehr in.
83. A n’dtdi uoy meberrme, otl i utbao i tub thkin.
93. Raypeth wdroke ntwe and ot i i.
40. Miet uyo teh 4 but rteid was emdess nste rbeett! oga we sryea a agihnnyt we cesni tub tlltei tihs idd ltsa ardnou keli ti get.
!oto su i paphy ot eenb vole oyu ees uoy ’udwoelv dtaoy. Dema osem eoalrlv awy you ubt gihsnt nigdo uoe’ry das breett uwedl’ov. Vuoye’ fra oyu of nad ohw purod ecmo.
Atibr uefutr -.

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