A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Wsa eh was uuonnlatrtefy dhipeecam ni (: eelcetd iaagn igaan tednespir is btu 2420.
2. Oydat ’mi lengfie ulgm. Gsihnt e’ewv nmiagagn ehav ebne gruoh btu bnee. Up whit ym fdrenyoib ghtin satl i ebokr. Llew onmseeo lyrela it eliiatgnrb easm but item teotgn to vleea ot to u’eoyv ededne paephn so st’i ergbikan sfeel teahr eth nwko at atth hvgnia dan. Adn lfysme an avhe rh,ai i his owh form neeflig it’s os eridw dna veeyr odyb, on eh wno to dod nwko to vreey mtnoosei ,hatt ihs crstea mrka i idntasec.
3. Eben soamlt it’s !tih!ree but 4 enics se,y yares.
4. Itltel fro ti wno tib a teetrb edluld nwdo sti’ got tub. Geottn uthhgo has ya/erijrcecewsoless etertb.
5. Ye!s.
6. Ear utb how egnott terebt we itnstad i tis’ sllti ’douy htwi be kithn sad. Tnoactc no erw’e ryamone hgohut not.
7. Got tuo! afcaiirnol evil ew we in nwo.
8. My dna ,ymaa slad,al merab are sfbf.
9. Itssonaihpuist siseruo tgo meos nad latsiheorispn otw ew toni. 2 msot reov rfo selatd erenct hte neo asyer.
01. P: no.
11. Ylcnhmeoal glymoo dna. Sveealr oydta vo’uye istme dierc.
21. I 121115- whige nda eehtr 57”’ trraseuq nad i htikn.
13. Ta !eys apziz ew own omd orwk. Rdmoptoe freat got haev cnreyetl reodeff o!ne snthmo u dna 6 hraoetn nbee.
14. Elik llyaer maryeon ’otnd leywlo adn rgen,e ew borwn.
/6151. Bisbea eremmb sltli hte ot tnoraeh as my aer veew’ esy orgup lewl addde ee!hr. You ldveo oyu if kewn u’odewlv ehr uonj.
17. Teraw or rlybpboa tea.
81. Ilca lnog hte ehav naurdo esom ew maya ew eisdrnf meovd stukc fro nur abrme adn hwen utb amde ot.
91. Dan 16 utaob eht an si enrcse the ynol rpo i it iepnho htsta’ brkeno errtpotco nhtgi bouat veah.
02. Meda lsated rveneoye it it keil erdwi tow nad rsaye ofr. Semdis uhcm out ntacrtnoeii so iwsh on i thnd’a tdeeiifyln aiclos.
12. Aoutb in iirlcfaano nmauh ew yeht toseh cuikyll ni ndaneb vlie btu nda aerlgne hreet pocncrntba/roiaoeitotn cidroessu sghtri enbe rhstgi tujs ighnst erhew n’ehavt ash otl a of. Ot racpeom znai erymang ustniocre us trheo.
22. Adh teh ouy ames enos.
32. Oomhrwek kowr nad. Ndede lleoegc ew eernv up we ew sadi ohtuhg altlucay even to wdulo ignog. A no to uoy’er eerjwel ctkra cemboe.
24. Etc nbee ,afrtuaum bsob beurgsr, ntcihwga i’ev ,sdiefnr tmylso ngilmsi. Pu dne dlaut lngiik ouy rleyla ceomdise.
52. Olco is *** own nigeb. 2yk losa dna leiruesath.
26. No nigr blyel g,nri ser,a oesn ieircpsng rea adn a 3 a tbunto boht. Asttoto saol fo hunbc aveh ouy a.
27. Itdntsa osen.
28. Indeltfeiy ym apuerbk.
92. S’ti yaw as orme eaenbmlaga not hmu,c now. Salt ae!ry pptdseo gtnaki we mintcoaedi rfo ti.
0313/. Ni peek emet omes cocttan eeoppl nd’ot nemayor ,yse lcoo tub ew ew idd. Mrfo otl ot htta a you awnegti adn wololf peelop of nwet uyo laso icewt. You sugy ilocanocyals tkla.
32. Tog htat wto irasp i bkana tiftrh at. Rwea yedyrvea mteh i. Uoy wtih bkca rewe lyucatal dnhbei go nsrope flte het adn adme you hotb at tohle emth hemt gte ot a. Tlso huor rfo dtiawe okol i ofr houtrgh dfoun and reansgri esoth het an het to.
33. It i eyt ghoutth v’nehta tboua. Tmei thnik i mseo vhea ot.
43. ): lwil i.
53. 4 n!o. Os ni pga r!fa!! 0 gocllee.
63. I do. Get ootk and ti glon a tsg,rluge nwo we hngeyvrite si iltls e,ethr to etim utb bertte.
37. Omseeismt. Sylluua won its’ iefn ghtuho. If i eaidtl eoshrbt aher ti in bouat yoln lylare me it.
83. Tub a ddi’nt nkhit i lot ouy uboat i merberme,.
93. Prtaehy i to ewordk twen and i.
04. Elitlt last eessdm 4 uanrdo ew teg did etim gao it this utb keli a but asw re!ettb tyginhan nscie eysra teird teh sent uyo ew.
Aotdy !too see ahppy ’ovuedwl su i ebne uoy to uyo ovel. Ingsht oury’e made wya ebrtet das meos ouy d’uvlweo nodig but olrealv. You dna fo vy’oue cemo rudop raf who.
Urfute rtaib -.

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