A letter from October 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday i was crying alittle before the clock turned 12 and i was upset at the fact that no friend of mine ever made much effort with me, all i wanted was a cake and that went to **** and no i dont have a house, covid ****** up uni for me, im unhappy at work, i have no savings and i feel just as alone as i did last october the letter i recieved confirmed that i havent progressed in the slightest. 26 year old Aliya i hope you have atleast 7grand in your savings, your a tiny bit closer to buying a house and you have met someone who cares about you. When i recieve this letter i hope i dont feel the way i am right now becasue im upset again and thats not fair i feel empty, alone and like i have nothing it doesnt take alot to make some people happy but noone likes me being happy people never seem to want me to have anything but this year i promise to not keep forgivinf people and letting them in becasue im not that stupid i hope. I hope when im reading this i have someone who cares about me, im closer to finishing uni and i have savings of i have that im grateful