A letter from October 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi future ashley! it's ashley from the past. im writing this 10/21/20, and you will be reading this again 10/21/21. so, hows life? have you decided on a career? is it still between nurse and forensic scientist? did you pass freshman year? do you still do cheer? did you make varsity like you wanted to? right now im working on my roundoff back handspring so i can make varsity next year! are you and maddie still friends? do you have a boyfriend currently? how many breakups did we have since last year? i recently just broke up with jack, if you remember him. what our room like? a few days ago i ordered pictures for our collage. do we still have that? is covid still around? if so, have we had to quarantine anymore? im currently writing in week 2 of quarantine. did you find happiness? hows our depression and anxiety? self-harmed at all in the past year? recently it's been getting pretty bad. are we happy with our body finally? ooh who won the election? im rooting for biden 100%. hows marble? is she still alive? do we have any new pets? did we ever get to go to homecoming? if so, was it with a boyyyy? if it was, was it a football boy. yeah, probably knowing myself. how's sophomore year? is it hard? hows mom and dad? what about mikail? she's in 8th grade now. do you have your permit? how's driving? do you and mom go on road trips like we said we would? we just got back from a drive in the country, actually. thats all i really have. hope we're doing good, and dont forget to take care of us. self love baby. love you!!!

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi, i'm writing this the summer going into senior year. it's a little later than 10/21/21. it's currently 7/3/23. anyways, i can still answer questions.

hows life?
pretty good, everything...

Arye esanrhfm zaryc ndwo iatamrdc yfnilal & fetra ensci si engbi ttenslig lmetyxeer. Ttah ym fiel i i mtnhso eliylltar ttilel nma ,wkno lcoosh duolw did wrginti ewf ighh ynol eimnteg a eb het isht frtae ttrlee utqie egnahdc. Rae ogod rtl)ae no roseni roem( tath for ithgsn pytret ys,wanay olokgni e!ary.
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Ddeedci hvae on arrec?e i a.
,esy nuisgnr. A ot i got horte rof lcohos 12/ aeccdtpe yea,r ya,d go sngurin txen lhfa rormpag eht rfo the rfo rargmpo iont ethn i eleytrnc os eth lyon. Leayrl editxec! mi'.
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I fsnhream pssa did ?eyra.
Oi,thsyr nda rtecid iadlfe tbu ?daink did i kcba eth hcloso ogt rmsemu. Ijurno eth wereh lpoembsr aeheppnd arel si yare.
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I lsilt ee?rhc od.
Ihst saer,y !yes atsl oru all si dna 4. .
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Asivtry? meka i did.
Yatsivr aan!gi ryeall dna otn rmeopoosh ay,er tbu for ,wno mi' htngi yfadri hlgsti dxietec on.
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Adn tsill em ear ides?nrf adidme.
Rallye not. Elppeo tihw dna desartt out ti esh her ffedneirt aecnhgd gnignha. N,wo yuiklcl that hess' suftf revne adn a tnoi rentso i tgo. .
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A i rdb?ieynof do hvae.
Si bltaloof ,bjcao enma seod eh payl ish nda e!sy. I tals slmfey rof nebe tauob bef ehtn wo,n so ebrko edat keli teoreght mnsoht tdinga yaer ni htmon but ogt did w'eve 4 for and u,p ewll! owkn ackb we a rgthi. W'ere teebtr anht itgmni utb llayre vere eayr, lsta teh bda asw. .
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Amny r?eay i ehva prksubae ohw smoorehop adh csein.
2. Uyo oen sohtnm wef tem e,jka hwo sthi rafet iwht ntiirgw a. Kraeraethb and vie' teh asw wrsto ti lbropayb ,smyse elylar ftel. Hmi you chetade rbofee sekew i no ouyr pu ot adn twih eh ynol 2 slot bekro iirinvytg oyu. Alhf on a ti rof ,bda yrae a adn dna was ffo. Ot naelr ixtoc, rvey utb rmfo dgoo. Thiw sgeo vtiecnnloeyn ht,ne adn sih owh shi lltaofob rfeidn yapsl tme (abc)oj i to mih soohcl. Aian!g svepiyurol pu year ew're atsl own 2)(20,2 greteoht utb nimonetde kroeb sa i we.
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L?eik hwtas ym romo.
Uhmc tis' retmau eorm drei?fftn?e. Evsn,i eorm cgles,ola llcorouf tipniansg more rmeo on on on. Sa and otn encal bsyu mcuh orme sit'. Glcnaim it i eolv st'i nda. .
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Hte evha i alo?gcle lstil do.
On.
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Cvdoi lstil si ?ruodan.
T'dno ti dkani, batou tub aroneym you hare. Get yuo ni, ikcs sti' ttes wlil elkliy tsmo eyth kndi sa of it if oudarn uyo rof. A now si i only tkhni yad lkei otw "e"inuanqrta or. Smrmue hanvte it tsal i dah encis. Fo liebvee i a oattl ti tog i etmsi 4. .
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Do vaeh tan?qurnaie ew ot.
Rayel,l ta ont tdflieiyen shcolo not.
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Fidn snpa?pihse idd i.
Se!y.
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Sseidpoern & wsho y?xatien.
Tebrte chum. Ensci in ldpehe otl rmeebspete erhtpay sti' iv'e nda a eenb. Eilf iavod llwe my ermo any lepobrsm noggi lreayl ni ayst tuhhgo ot ,nwo igrth is ti i vene. .
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Vahe i ni sh ehroopmso icnse ery?a.
No!pe.
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Ym twih yppah i d?oby am.
Andik. I hees'rt reewh hrewe otnd' eitsm i dan tsmie ateh ,ti. Roofltembac thiw me wkon i takne fi a meti uyo eanm tis' gte acboj hho,tgu ot hwta olgn. .
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Teh nwo eicltno?e woh.
Uyo of nad yruo ogt ,bdien ti dpceire ones baescue. .
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Hwso' ?emrbla.
Eadd. In ejun esh noe ddei a ltsa i rnwte,i ogt nwe. Vdeli mnae ehr re,lap shit iuntl esh swa rwiten adn. Otnd cdol stuj usesg ethy ebnig i ekil. Apelr gttengi eptspdo erfta ,deid i hsmetras. Lleary meht hgothu voel i do. .
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Od enw i pst?e ayn ahve.
Sye. How mom ni fnduo nad ym the on ybddu teh cta ot ap,ndpdiek wno tetesr,s nkrae eisvl new uro a eh ,tve nedma dna oesuh setn. Eh klie 'esh lxeei, a eyrlal tlo eopple ilek onset'd. Ahtt ihfs ni a tog romo vesli my losa i.
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Mgeicmohon iwht( to go i o?)by a ddi.
Tno i oby wetn esy m,nhoimgeco htiw a but ot. Ihtw orfef newt i cieneddl swa nthe eduppsso tbu ot, i sih adn rsefdin. Wtne hits psta go utb ot i dintd' ot pmor i ayer, ohoc. Wnet 2 i ot calaytul. Nme,i nda cajbso. Ti i edam os ugses i up for. .
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Owh wsa hompooser ar?ey.
Ti aws oaky. Ti feb trstaed utb i,efn. Iltnu ientehrvgy dntiga i was ,eajk of tdsetra aeyr infe and htat yma. Asw meit of aery bylnaendui mpooreosh teh teh wsrto had eerv ned ie'v. Of wne lla meet ut,b i did scaebeu ti lpeope esmo. Ym wen 'hsow erindf best eklyi,. Obth tog ew gtkcaaitn ttsraed jkae we leocs i iwth hrgti esh newh berko aseebcu alrely emt he swa su nsiegsm fo and taefr pu, reh. Ojb,ca tme cctennoed so nda i owh erusco ultaycal wiht slao ridfnes jaek, t'is of hnte all ughotrh but s'eh kl,yei. Ytrpet othugh nfu swa yrae hrospoome. A,mircdta tbu fun. .
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Rhda? it was.
Lyrale nto. .
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Era owh my spn?tare.
Ayok eryhte'. Ubt ton ocne tlsli hmi da,d ynstiag hitw week i ym a see m'i. Cmseo cajbo suluayl now. My nad gicanthm otas!ott omm got me.
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Imklia? show.
Torulbe eakrm a essh'. Ehosmn,itg orf sesh' utb lraveol eifn rodnedgu asaywl. Dna go a we arnveduets oghpipns teorghet on olt. .
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Peirmt? eahv od i my.
Ee,btrt ahev ym i ceinles. Ddi ym mipetr i ,esy but get. Aeftr ryhbiadt 2 ym sdya. Iignaylorl teh i but ni imest aet,fr 2 ayd faeidl ntwe i. Nxet yditabrh tsal da,y ym ti gto on eray my rty otg i rtsfi het hent i scenlei. .
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Osw'h indv?igr.
No ciatsednc odg!o. My adby of alts i tgo aecedtdro ylrlea nad my own arc for tc,eu usocer ti eyr!a i shse'. .
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On do me tsi?pr mom dan dora go.
Aylds ,on. Ym on i tath i now gheotrte tol eahv ym treip,m a lot wno lseecin im we had ewnh dreov ruaond ym but a. .

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