A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Aer ew. I eanhpdpe eamd csdsieino ew me huthgto dlu,ow iants i i how igshnt hyte onlg og liewh nad ddi iwll nsihtg dnid't eelf a htat shiw nerve tath orf. .
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A ikel leef htat ,mcfhui mstsmoiee hstn'a pnr,oes odgo the iahgytnn hs'tta i asem adngech tginh 'wree. Ighs,tn neht same i insec lreaedn ei'v fele itsnhg os ubt iltsl hte amyn. 'tsi nginanoy oalm os. A heav htta tnod' lefes aogl crocteen ot mtseoeims illts ew dagtnniu hscea adn. Me enlyol egsrrslaed i efel ohw of thwi is still. Aymn see i denfisr, eneb even a'cnt 'tond nardou so rakal vahe fi hre i 'htsat ecin tukcs. .
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Tem menoseo i ahinn,ygt fi. Rgba aearydl of nowk he did emht me you oebhtrr btu ho. Os, e'hs i i ownk ucmh lla at to os flee and eevn dt'no 'hes kw,on ohw nceo ntd'o. My y,atginhn luhepfo if igkamn em tufeur rof e'sh leef. Iths lal ysppa nossud lamo. Orb yluff sti. One eno yse, teh romf piece. Olam. 'hse sasnem!rgabri a!!hbs!h os it, onw thta tyep i it lfsee.
In h!!m!!i fyluf ddi but still tyinhevger dolr i i velo uhyiuak idanev em loev. She it m'i nmay os etns tagtnsen tnio and ladg ofr so me. Thgmi deha en,o ti eilk tpcxee tlef iugolsrei eth po!p rfo my.
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Me i elft asw ot nda rowet pnyilerg egreradni etrtsel uoy meos kile ysn,awya. Veol i you. Drae so os ym mchu. Luyff oto eovl i. Olam. Rithg so daeh ym humc wno rofm thsru volgni.
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And lelcoedtc evah ycr smeo ddi i yukhuai ,dne did i fufts. Evha theri ym roecrn dkse tath no now. Tifsr peak ioemv i ti canmie teh e,rya wsa satl ,tniiofc olsa epka dehtawc. Icder i. Lmao. Dan i hte neo staretd mneai k,now ouy l,osa chugat sa pu epeci to. Kpea st'i soal. Tiyghnna esle nhat os emor. As trharccea d eudmnro mhcu a d,rcei nad et'vnah i leef eon eisssm spargot as ew klei. Eac. Nto revo dlro htta lslit 'im.
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Dna oimnent dinak me abhn oyu gsneei meda amlo cyr lorvnto. Eno i odmve nad ot ei'v sa htta pkee ogne tenstiers erehty' si ecpie tgina olng sa tioinngmen eht. Taguch to eth no ton kiwgrno ti up im' ltsil but gnama.
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To iwelh t,a i os het ogehun dt'no i htwi dan silkl anc back no ton d!rwa brteet parpe lmncpoai my ta ,uoy eelvl im' i i hisw uthtgosh hnte than teg wsa. Im' i eth to ,iklls sujt tath for haev so thsa't yzla owrk. . .
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Iicspnger or tye no ottsota wen. Eortw cut yaw enoglr ,tshi oyu soon dya dselhuro ncgierah dbeals it i rahi timhg is so ym eth my cnise. To nad igrth ahtt aoenrg 'tis need re eddy won too edy dwon i loma nderu.
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Ongrle tofne if oot nwo erevy ooclsr dan so y'teveh hcnega evre inapt ,yangtinh mhet bnee! nalsi i aer my athn. Awy nda dkni ym on era ym enso anth grnoel tbu nnioaygn vwhetare hnda felt tsht'a eth of tigrh esno. .
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Ihts owh i do nde. . . . Relet!t uoy i nda rfo erad thta thkna eht ti. Uertuf the neso lal ouy tesn dan. Theveraw wsih ni uoy eitm i osem dens loucd i utb bcka.
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Voel uoy i. Ouy uhcm os aerd i evlo my. Ist ot hkint uaotb ssoosoooossossso tipuds hucm. .
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Keta of rfo acer me, eyuflsro.
250--842 mlyei.

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