A letter from August 1st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I found out that I cant edit my letters but I can just make a new one, um I forgot what i wrote in the other letter but i am writing another cause my mom and I got in a really big fight yesterday and a lot of bad stuff happened and we both said sorry to each other and we are good now but my mom might have cancer and i'm really scared. I don't know if i should ask her if she has the results cause she had to get a scan and we never got the results. But anyways i was wondering if i ever got a good body like I wanted cause I have been trying really hard to do things but I end up not doing them. Also and i still friends with my friend that I made online? if i am is it good. Am I still best friends with Helen, I was really hoping that we could have a quince together but idk if that's gonna happen, am i still best friends with Amiyiah? shes really nice and funny but are we still friends, that's basically all of my real friends right now. and am I still crushing on Ali is he still cute? I don't have anything else to say but IS CORONA OVER YET I FRICKING HATE ITTTTT. So that's all ty byeeeeee.