Dear FutureMe,
How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated
I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them.
My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE.
Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot.
I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist].
As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path.
You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.]
For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault .
Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap.
CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?]
Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else.
LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT.
LOVINGLY YOURS
LAKSHMI
Epilogue
almost 3 years later
hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana
I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....
Oen uesamd lluyo' ouatb to ad tsniel lal etsorsi be vgrthneiye htta ad flei hgacdne relaly to dnseciio ym. Ithgr in i i and i ahev eyvr onardu ndresif ylkuc alcpe have sewi ppleoe oemhswo me and swa rihtg the imazgan imte bene. Oht dpsotpe welho it i vmkaaila aceh inthg a and trhoe igkantl swa ot. On am said nrtsog tlsli oyu i gsaitny keil geso leif. Uyo to asyd ispnretnih ryve sikepdp and a iwnirtg i am be pg wot sady eascu ahicenn felaigr fmor in anuord peiord fo i. Hclaecoto em keta eta twah nda dog si rste to this od wstan. Uyo shi a ldove wdno orf act esiwrhks arsey otw had hmi ho atsl i ot so um,hc. Igana istll he imh poeh i i os isms idnsf me mh,cu. Fo rtmeoh yilmfa bakc nuf eistrs all the t?gtih adn era rwee nwo w'odutln ad so tneh tub stanigy epanpdhe so rteeh gnaai tbe tehsa eisd uchm tfas levo her ehmt way i ti we absim fcta ilke on romthe rerhyc hiwt tish ew nad it so. Ekils roebhrt we owh thsat gdso imasb eyrcrh eausc mte dna. Mntsoh otw sspdea enbe grtea tashn' gao sbmia awya. I is emte otg si tsiunh os dna urnjdei cebuon iltlgsyh ihm rfeta a epyrtt ym go rael nrethipnis ybba, hmi agnno wen he iths fun eh lacl cukiq acbk eaptredo eh'll pup tsdupi so oh he etrs'he 'mi. Rhewe i eavh gsseu eilk enm lyno ufy,olesr eepotxicn all ees ofr on eivl uoy dseo ad h,atrs eht es,go morf hits life le,fi tbu aer onmwe sidtup uoy ot rae wkor fro otu, e'tshre hte ilke haev rounad i tkeyawaa men yveghteinr. Ssea?lgs hwo ertehi my tgare lla nwat yuo steb mlea rhtie ahev non i is oneuiqst uyg wsarne nopi,csnmoa yuro denirf **** are ng ro amf trpaietsh whti os eb ot eilk kyao mweno mi ot nsfrdei. Have rolnam dan nrfedsi aer lmea *** i owh do. Gania itecxed nad ta loas ucrttinerem ot netx tetrle nad hwo royu 'litl nkow o,tu os ees rcedsa oklo im tnurs esru ntho,m i'll her'ets otu rkow li'l fro it. Recputi at tynsnaitl nto nad ot up oolk gaerc het i vieg lgarer eavh hte lpuhfyole. How thot 0022 a v cnrocte on ncector snog ueltug unf is nogs rof a dan d1 sir in cktite heva shti i by rineoun og ym we illw yaoprlbb on brrm da lodwu tub nda erfiotav yub nr amr to nlaedaathk i idd da i nto mfa. Meht :(( era rehet dde'o eddi ialm now dan eanyp loybcan off of 4 lheto utjs hsi the. A lsegtu)gr so dtegruah off nzay leylra ouy lkei hda fria ?s?yslte loas ha(d ttash speek ta htat ruoy s?t??hi w a yuo hryra aonrsse keorb liedk hwchi suyeaecnrns won hiwrotgn ikpc sedah si evner fertha seh' mna, a ekli i what tbu iam ggii. A ocncaalylsio tlisl tisco cisdo nkig i ihs etlyss new meor ,aecrer lal da otgnte etim, etryecln dan he's ovel rahyr ithw **-*er rsedlaee malbu acrhep kssi cusmi. Nebe olt gkiisns i ahevaid nuf a isbhra ahev. Job shntig hgu hwy adn do kowr ielk tneh mi od era otn ym usirsput in uto ym i steeh ot not eht ad egigbts i unrigifg lslit od i oeiwsrr mainroct nmeotm at eoc,ifsf awtn astetal. Ot otabu litsl adn **** ygcrni aiaedvh tno knioolg mi ta fo tigrh you it nem ubt lanvbaiuale sit uoy not twha od wtrho kwno i rennogdip me evasrc ptra. Lla ym hcsu temi si ei,fn nsvere ubt ilfe si rmoteh the egst no. Yeb aky. Nad fnu ehav kly i slhal.
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