Dear FutureMe,
How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated
I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them.
My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE.
Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot.
I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist].
As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path.
You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.]
For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault .
Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap.
CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?]
Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else.
LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT.
LOVINGLY YOURS
LAKSHMI
Epilogue
almost 3 years later
hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana
I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....
Eyllra egtrinyhev ym uy'oll ioedscni ot ilfe atht all da neo bouat adusem ad ot rteioss elisnt eb dncahge. I yrev nda rgiht wsa itme lceap ni i mhowseo rnoadu isew ehav me gmaniaz oleppe teh aveh lykcu ihgrt and i dsenfri nebe. Hting to vamkilaa hot eohtr asw dan ptoesdp ohwle taklgni it heac i a. Esog lfie orgtns illts sadi ekli no am uyo yitsagn i. From irlegfa i asdy i a iehnnitprs ahinenc yuo ni ma wot odrnau rniwgit uasce of yasd dna eipspdk pg to eb oedpir eyvr. To stih ogd wtah si ekat nad nswta od tae em sert lhcoeoatc. So yuo mh,cu fro him two i dwon tca to ersya whikress adh dovel lsat ihs oh a. ,muhc mhi aigan em hoep i nfids eh os sims sllti i. Ebt os we ilek os enth gh?tti aesth ainga morteh all hits irstse fats hre nad nuf i we nda eewr era eehrt ti nwo rhyrce no fcat of so agtniys bmias het ised yaw aylifm omrhte dphepane ti evlo utb ucmh ad nlt'dwou mhet hitw ckba. Sikel ttash we dna tem recryh ohw sodg sucea brhoret maibs. Tow gtera esdspa smohnt ago ahtns' eebn ayaw sbami. Yghtlsil my mhi hterse' tpreoaed uptsdi he hist acll og nebcuo meet im' akcb hmi dan real eh abyb, stniuh iedjnur agonn ienhtisrnp etafr is fun uqkic a el'hl upp i ewn oh so gto os is eh terpyt. For s,goe ra,hst no deso te'hsre eahv uaodnr erwhe da hte olyn the ehva ,uto eiynhetvrg nme you klei slyfuor,e eilk frmo tpduis newom orwk gseus all rea this see kaatyaew i elfi nicexotep btu uyo emn to il,fe i vlei era fro. Eb stbe ro os guy owh to ea?ssgls my oyu enwras lla wmoen qieonuts twih raegt ng ahve i iefsndr fma ielk indrfe is nno lame ehtir ,anmonispco **** hereit oayk twan ot oryu mi rea itrtahpse. Ealm do lonmra woh veah edsfnir rae dna i ***. Eelttr ,otmhn ryuo so who ngiaa ees rtsnu txeiedc rcaeds u,ot wokr lil' nruercttime mi usre ti slao ofr out ta dan oolk to hsree't i'll nkwo and txen i'tll. Eahv het tystnainl adn ta ookl igev eragrl rcgae up nto i ot oyhuefpll euiptcr het. Rma my in ufn ogsn a wuold thto llwi si ad ew 0202 a fam rn eirfotva uyb hits osng hwo veha no cneoctr by lprobyab adn tub i to mrrb ad i v on ncteroc ddi rsi lktadnaaeh i nad eitctk ton 1d go uorinen ofr ulutge. Holet 4 apnye mlai now eddi rhtee stju ffo dna cbnyaol :(( ear fo sih 'eddo ehmt eth. Won sseaonr iggi rryah at lyarle h'es klei a oyru ikled w iwhhc like osal gartuhde tub g)gtusrel rafeht hatw nsresncyaeu ts?yels? a gwonithr iht???s a,mn ami hda si tatsh hd(a ynza pkci peesk vrene fof i ttah so bekor dehas uoy oyu a fiar. Diosc etotng costi slilt i **r-*e wen arhyr da she' lla mero ,emit hitw a uambl ngik uismc arechp rcae,re nad rctleyen sldereea anicyooallcs issk his oelv elstsy. Nebe heva daiheva olt ihbars a i fnu isnigsk. Htne da kiel my enmmto tawn uto rcomniat i nto job ont fseif,oc setlata het im era ym dan od i ebgsgti ihngts in at kwor uhg sllit i ggfurini to eseth od iroesrw od ywh ituupssr. Ygncir tsill lnkgoio ennipogrd sit tub hwat uyo ton rtpa avcers **** btuao i ouy im nem whtor fo nto and me lbilvaanuae konw thigr od aeivdha at it to. No tsge the tbu esvnre usch ym elif fein, si lla si rtehom etim. Bye kay. Dan ylk avhe nfu lalsh i.
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