A letter from July 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, how’s life? are you happy? i hope you’re doing well. if you’re not, well... cheer up. i want to see you smile everyday. i mean, i wanna see you smile TRULY. i don’t want another fake smile. i hope you found someone who makes you feel like you’re beautiful and perfect just the way you are, someone who loves you despite all your imperfections and mistakes. i wanna tell you that i’m sorry for hurting you so much. i cared about the opinions of others so much, i never cared about your opinion. i’m not confident right now. i’m not fully healed right now. i’m still a mess right now. and i would like to apologize for that hehe. i hope, you learned how to love yourself by now. hmm, that’s all. iloveyou darling!💗

Epilogue

6 months later

uy hello, it’s almost 2 years na darling. I’m not okay. I started self-harming, which must be surprising for you. you told yourself before, “I would never hurt myself, I...

Ttha hte veha nrvee ot udowl evern od. Ta utb uro ,nwo dan look dmedaag ” rcsdear masr lal. Em i ese adn i’m i whta hvea ehal ?ayw will itrngy om?ecbe shti uoy if ouy me tahe to love uot,hgh ni uoy. Hael a’tnc tbu feil nnawa to to tihwuto i n,iuncsea elsftlu teh usjt seem ayn seoni eucsbae woithut yna ielv i. Mhte nroieg odnuf atwn tiubalfue adn i lal newh leef who the “i hte soelbpmr im’ oyu smeka fi i ot ’oueyr klei ’reyeth dasi hwo aincfg rae uoy seoeomn ot ohpe giorne uoy ujst fo tefrepc ma h?yeeererwv wya ujst dupposes btu yuo. Tlef ” that i veenr. Aiks how em, elvo orf i how llwi eesonmo i dtnd’i ndfi lylrae ma. Uyo c’tna i w?yh kown woh ma aylerl ctpaec veen i ecabesu. Palese smenoeo, to elki eels eewnhrev ’im mi’ st’i emseono ethm juts gniildbu kgtalin to. Aebl hwo hatw eedn ietdr ntaginpau nwhe be ahtw ,cat od, i cathw i’m tac woh i ,yas uapitg,nan to keil i ?em wlli i i k,atl i ot. Twah amgann nbaasig “uy awla nngaa,y iska iksa’n hatwc inkgnaitan aaaltg od na yos’a gnmnadia giaton yuo. Gnalwa kansi’ ” ko agn e iitnakangn fele. ,epor oak. Tyeh ko asnasiib atc lkie yuo iiasrl otn kiel t“do’n wlil oyrsl,ufe as ko. ” oangn. Woh seonemo to tcacpe s,eel l’lhtye g,rnyti akay i ’im hiknt ulibd. Hyltl’e kitnh i woh love. I ot hte yrllae wtna isak ot ylefms act of aedsnit owh be i nohgwis keil i am, iglr hosce. Nt’od em i evlo ’snemoose act nkith liek i em gonna fi. Eginb akcb reyas i og ot 5 jtus wanan dlo. Paeedphn u’veodwl usjt neno i stih thwi swa imaeccad sultgerg fi rmnola ,akast i of taavild,oin. I dnot’ hits swih nawan ot btu eb keil be i ,rnlamo. No ts’i to drha htat cala“aidecmyl an be idnih it’s nytirg ykaa ustj s”rmat, to peke ko. Awnan ei,d ayleuelcpf i juts. .

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