A letter from June 24th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Kirti, Don't worry, everything is going to be all right. You will do great no matter what the present circumstances are. I know because I have come to realize that there is no reason of giving up and I want you to remember that. You are beautiful and amazing Kirti and don't let anyone make you believe in anything else. Maybe you are not doing so great, maybe you think life is too difficult and you just want to give up, but nothing is more important than you and believe me every bad thing comes to an end. Have you fallen in love again? If yes, then I know you will make that person your priority and I won't say not to but please don't forget yourself. And if your heart breaks again, go out and see the world, maybe that person was not meant to be yours. But please don't ever blame yourself for another's person mistakes. Anyway I hope you haven't become high and mighty though I know you can't. But still reminding of little things that made you happy. Your writing page now has 140 followers, just imagine from mere 40 followers to 140! And remember those comments how you are an amazing writer and seem like a professional. Maybe you have even managed to write a book now, could be a bestseller too but don't forget how it all started with you writing your first poem in 7th class or that silly haunted story you narrated in class 9. Embarrassing, ain't it? But I want to remind you no matter how you have changed, you will always remain that girl scribbling on the last pages in the class or writing poem after poem for your college love who never cared for it. At times you were also that girl so angry at world that your words came out in anger but from inside no matter how much you hate humans you know you will never stop helping them. Are you a police officer yet, I hope so but even if you are not I know you will do great. You know I am writing this letter when whole world is fighting corona. I don't if this letter will ever reach you or not or this world will perish before it does but if it does I want you to know I am proud of you or myself. Okay maybe I still haven't learned how to love myself and still have negative thoughts but I am proud fighting through all that. Life is very difficult, trust me I know, maybe even more for you but don't let anything stop you. Also please find someone to talk, I still haven't but I am trying. Maybe you will have better luck at that. I still have a lot of faults so I hope you are a better version of me. But please never ever forget the child in you because if you did you will lose yourself too. I can't imagine you not singing in the shower, or talking to yourself, or taking out your shells collection and playing with them or hugging your favorite soft toy. Please don't let go of that. I hope things with family are still fine and you do talk to your lifeline(best friend). What else to right just live your life, do things you love, and never give up. Okay bye, take care, love you a lot. And you also love yourself. Bye❤

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Dear past me,
Thank you for writing such a lovely and heartfelt letter me. I am not lying when I say that I might have cried a little. Now, to...

W'thas aeupdt no hpeniagpn you. .
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I diifc,ltuf is hrtguoh a it i ma ey,s oj,b dna tlsil ep,lat nad igrownk adrh flie roiknwg ym dnfi utb hal,eht hergvieynt ma ot agneam no ym. Am and erov but iagn,a i ni no, lalf i ntd'id voel atht lyguo)mst(y. Ma m,sylfe i ygntri utb innelrga ot ulff,itcdi sti' ma i dan elov. .
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Now lg-lsbnsetei uor fwe ddi ew i mpoes of teg cbeome ym even ilslt ,hutrao helbsupi,d eth tmctonpsiioe dhbpuiels ntav'he kobo or oesm adn a gwrtiin no, but. Os lfedinetiy hte eerwh lal *** by gte are a ew ngrwiit ni velo gdeniah levsre,uos tigrh owrte ndoiecrit we ojb gdaanem ste,isro to we enve. Tle baem)l deend rosry boh(t job i we nmthos eerw eth to ahtt dan uoy ffcoei girensgni wef up ot ,oknw ubt morf efart a. I lv,soeuser coalempes we find eebttr i tbu owkn gsmeinoth ro dna in lliw viebeel. To gwinkro epke ujts heav rof we dhra ti.
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Llffilu thta ,be i dan tub ctn'a ton our the litsl i ew rseadm lliw e,ty yuo to ebts we oindg ma are ym celiop spemori in. T,oen het ldo terilhg att!h gigghnu eotfonrtg herosw thv'aen insngig ,oyst in nda my etsh'er a ostf so ); ,fels isltl i no.
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A owkn i or oyu fo treetb if ntod' am otn loas vorisen i. Eb t,oehns evilbee all to uro isserovn neev weer all b,est iwht issesu i ym wno the. Wtih lbrsoepm ddi hroutgh ifdn i hre my ot lkta nkigwor am ot maeagn oeseonm nad o,t i. Odlev ot si veah niec spterhati yoru sa lmgcieow,n hvae hes nda yuo osoeemn uldwo. .
Gthuoh we hnoep tnigsh rhntaoe aer ttha al,os ee,itsmsmo nde htiw wiht igiftghn motlas if,en hfnripdsei anth ftaer nirdgu veer! adn rou uro no nwet dovc,i wtih rteho ,rheeotgt istll a ertag! hiwt iymfla evrey tpir eht oingg day ew lgano dan on hemt besite ew osrcel we alcylaut ewer egwr loscer pu ipr,t si gitnlka ryou riedf,n. Ni ,out pemso su hre who a neve rneamn elosv oto treow wkon we a r!eh erh esh i mhuc ulsebt oelv tle olt nda rof rtsnu. ,os noggi is ogod tath on ntorf grentihevy.
I,mpbloesis my cueraog ruothgh to leif emsse oeny,shlt em ni ewhn eevn het eth epelpo ievg ti iftgh vnigetyher. Satp tsi lalf het pceal verye cipee ndt'o fo s,o tgihr puzzle sle,f lliw jtsu e,tfr otni. .

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