A letter from June 7th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!

Epilogue

about 2 months later

I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...

Osantiuti het fo all ti dna. .
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Emovd htwi hnte ubt a nodw no it caehgn dan wne dide ddi mttare ntsghi ielsv lppoee ihwlea klabc rof eamk. Ltisl it opeelp atwh ist’ phnspea btu no a i ishw sltil and paednhep eylrla wree otl fcosude dna tuaob bene. Dan anlog i emak ni lvie “ndtre”y we inesl those amek lilw heop eht ueinntoc a ro lrealy oipemvr hoinmgtse otn nad it ot olwrd ahngec oreths.
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Pu i’m dnietflfe,yr hnistg etnw dened royrs freat wfe we ainag it a erasy htat just l’dvweuo eht ptsa tub ody’u khnit inrilveg gto rweos ,aaing. Pcs dah imte nawt’s norim so a unklhy,lfat dovivnel shti no adn prptuos rengol ew. Oaviil utb tath yroue’ gto noit i tno aobut know iplsl nad spserdrui ackb dgurs. Rwhee o’tdn ’hsse es’hs ebne if lstil ailj s’esh soueh in aijl i erh for adn in kwno dan ro os hweial at obj oslt. Ehr mebya ppdidnaseito ton most we orf r❣pta️ het utc tiwh itse udsrespri tub. At uot eisdnfr but icekdk ntagysi ot pu ew ulymulat and tngtieg aslo a aeevl neded reaegd alpce. Overcome we htaw did rtadioganu to we eht nsawt’ lal of efebro adn us so ubt etbs im’ hits did tish loikno doupr adeg!taru! endahepp oyu did nad t❣i️ hiwlae it orf. Korw rfee dipa rewe’ ‼ow️n for fof erya no dna and to at ew orunji regnlo loeshmse aesbuec eth ew ot blel ylllgae but orlhstemse ethre so eben ut‼s️ff ssa 💕it yitghnna usfylreo teh we yam ctoa no ioliav irappeh ghrit orkdwe wnok dan istrf aiymfl idd mreusm sryae owt be olmsat ew ofr txcio lslti eb ou,y tub gnigo uyo thap ryuo jsut wdroek fo pposrtu mrfo.
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Tnc’a ti ’weer wno lislt i beveile 91 adn. Nad ruo drhiyabt 91th yyawna ako,y dlreaetceb reevn derwok tbu 8ht1 we st’i it ew on. It etrbte spto ubt ereofb rytnig whihc yrreal m’i ot pshpaen nhte is hs/ onw. Serpseded as flee hertei onw ro i asdiculi ton’d. We btu llist ti’s rou off hvea dysa oanrlm. Tac’n rea hatt su now i mi’ mgineai iths runoyge fo our user ubt twia ew rnugtni year rdopu orf ssevel rfa️❣ 20 rof txne 3< ittnegg.
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But r!!aih tmtteap oht dkani dnefri eth a ewv’e dye ruo i!t! it p,nki oedn ,purlep ruo smes atcyhp bir irshedd edifx kinp iwth ddi aer,) adn was tnssrad rppuel e,bul dna & os urlppe we ristf sbt(e. Mtan hmcu tatnper t’is os nda it a i hwtor rou iarh it meessd enbe tbu nnawa srocol utb e️‼kabr too relyla hcbela tyr sende pu cyrlu omre uor rhai. Inlivg adem orwht aiagn ofr yalerl the flie orcol. Ew itgweh tbu i move on to it na anpl mttnpaera oenc sola we lots e’ntahv. Utb wkirno vree at nto aoct dgiane dam ewhtgi vwee’ lbel m’i necis oto. Evre ’eerw odgni cwhhi teerbt anwetd talmelny all w’vee is. T’nac tawi gwehit.
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Achtw igssrpurni sya sa mcuh ew dnot’ eiman to whhic onw si. Twhi leraly eth pdspteo i e’dw ouwld heom su rayell khnit ignth tirtenne eir,evsc ro did no ta btu it. And moasclros ogod haev anlbaec afiretvo a si lilts i nwe ‼lu️psh a tub oesans staoisansinsa sh’tan oserkoeisn my mutlnidei listl ts’i dha os. Ti dna ehasp nwso akcb uor tnoi kriby we fiel gto lsao ruo.
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Nda nad ew dah iemst wef so ack!!b rulty dan the ieeblve kidel we a eomosen wnet llew arey we ew e(i)s?lk is snrieo ’thseer oerm ebacem you arnp!srte tadde he ti hmi kiel️‼ ot sujt tva’enh !itrfs erisno e!r!ika osmiev eh teem edam hte erya lccdike dklie twih nauirlcy we oenmeos tub lakted dan eray alfnyli orandig <3 on,ynea eomeablmr su lotnu’dw ew dan ta. Uro he meus niaag toypre t,oo nigtwir rowht emda asw. Odnsia yb su tbu ensma ucmh ihs seh’ hten (: ton ouenryg. About ghhha ubt tigmh eth eb i on oucld needde m’i baecues te,shno owkr (: 18 ucrelos bwnetee tnnotec 91 ihtw orf i utb us i ’mi to us go uto him ahtt ’seh it got dna otn. Ratap ’swant neve ta uoyr n’satw dan i anim ts’awn doesnescf hnmto thta tderidf ti or os traoadignu tterle tbu w!a!s tiwh a the a srmebpol lvoe brfeeo wef os edcraceiptor a ti ro eswek ehnpilg fcsoude dan eh orf famyil ew sdseaum. O,hsrt but igogn ot i glno kidle ti nrcimtoa i su you os hte vuodl’ec nciedhkec so !su elohw het syotr ckba nda ofr tuo, sweet s’eh erbfoe sisk v’wee ldaioezgop nad drscea he asw hnte usihgrn gthuoth !tiem it itme olewh akdse nad nad mrntcoai dna ouy he orf rited ectu gnstih tub edon lla tmei enev obuta tgo stih. Atded pepanh to hes’ hte dna dlveuo’c us hnigt ew to etbs wsiedh i uylrt. Rof hotb tbu im’ a iads ertfnfdei kayo eehrt’s thta iwht nivomg we alpns aveh he hcanec dan. Dloh iwhhc naedtw dan uhotgh euct ihm vee’w nad dshan t’si we evne eypt thwa si i os dna lreyal fo ritpacpeae eht ocaenmr noiennct.
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Sedwho add rliayndtiaolt morf edatragud rrwo️❣y up we we t!o!o ky,neaat arctshini nad do’nt edsders iaazmgn adn ti saw os. Rou utb we too lla ienrdsf issm ’weer gniomv n!o.
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Hhugot rwae aewr nwo to ksmsa oru one euqdeirr tub it ew nad it sue oot ot onyarem tno ntgtoe tujs is’t stlil !now almnor seefl. Moer n’cat to aak taht dha prtaa tfee aahh ew 2 ’peessh aprat ebielev 6 on that uyrlt do. .
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Litls ntac enoriun but orcetsnc og tol doclntu lebieev we nda ot oelv bnee we hety itlsl a a mrc t!!i btu ’evwe had oh!guth fo i.
S:ene e’vwe.
Relto-trrcyeteha.
Avoiil - orrodig.
- ocuc.
- o!peaa!r!rm.
Rwa-clser.
Ifek n-omiidc.
Mo-ra lloopa.
Kil-a ciuhs.
Yt-twne eon tspoli.
Oeomrhr-temth.
E-eprt acodlnpm.
Vund-bara.
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Elmiane entx tv eth grceiaetst xse ruo rtefa si for r!gli cctnero pceeri !!eilv nad !z!mtrenia.
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Goind to iefl ’ewev futsf ti ilfnlay m’i raf lilw to ncripeexgeni i anc’t atwi !rtuufe ’wree and adem nedawt akeri, uatbo lyplheuof rtebet we a eht etnnucio wreti e!vli dna tshi ladg omer in.

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