Dear FutureMe,
Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!
Epilogue
about 2 months later
I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...
It of suitnoait hte all adn. .
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Deden ’mi ou’dy lniviger btu afert ysrro ewf wdo’ulev ignaa ew a gn,iaa tujs tog up etwn thta ryase aspt ,flerfyientd eht wesor ti isthng ihnkt. No nrlgeo ew dah emti cps rmnoi os oiednvvl hanftyl,lku this pursopt nad san’tw a. Akcb btu viialo rspursdei nto i pllis tnoi rdugs ogt dna thta ureo’y nwko butoa. Hoesu tosl nwok ta bene dna ’hess h’sse in ni so ro fi ’sseh ehawil erh ljai eewhr adn i obj liaj ofr otd’n tlsil. Cut ❣tap️r beaym psrusired whit pdisinadepot ont hte reh we sotm utb seti ofr. Lpcea salo we ot nityags nda ta evela edned out tymlaulu tub a fridnse gngeitt pu ageedr eikkdc. Eth lal i’m su nda utb ouy ddi fo it eeoocvmr e!!gatudra ew ️❣it awth idd htis rof os sebt ot ebrofe klooni uortdgiana ew a’stnw rpdou adn apdenpeh hsit idd wiehla. At nlrego acto onwk prihpae w‼n️o ew bene rokw tfrsi tgnayhin oekdwr ngiog apth teh oviali be rsyae cxito uyro ssa gaellyl idd blel tow we het nda ofr ewre’ ubt hgtir usjt fo piad dan eerf oy,u to ofr t💕i eseaucb aym ew ffo erumms reya olstam ew be uselorfy tu‼sf️f remselhtso and yafmli yuo ojinur utb on tosuprp to dorwek no lstli so smoeshel orfm teehr.
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Ti actn’ 19 ’rwee illst viebeel own and i. 9th1 akyo, 1ht8 ti uor ubt waynay ew ’its adn evenr dowerk no aedbrecelt rtdhaybi we. Gnrtyi obefer ubt si ti s/h post chihw psanhep onw lareyr ’mi to ehtn reettb. Or onw rpesdesed uasicidl teiehr eefl i sa n’tdo. It’s but stlli mranol sdya our we heva off. Fo hits gunroey n’cat genimai itgnegt uor fro us rof 3< 20 era selves arye we nwo that utb m’i i wati xtne poudr urnitgn rfa️❣ ruse.
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Prul,pe mtatept wtih we ransdst ipkn tpchya nad )aer, hot ti and our purpel ppreul & bse(t utb oru did rftsi so saw ndkai deno rsieddh har!!i a ev’ew mses ifedrn dey eifdx ,belu ,nkpi eth bir !i!t. Ahir it ytr utb msdese rylael wtorh anwan i up ubt os ebne our amtn ocrosl esdne a rome it uro tnrapet hira too mhcu labhce nad ts’i uclry ️a‼rkeb. Otwrh mdea angai lfie fro rcool eth niivlg yrlael. Ubt noec no ewthgi i ew evahnt’ it tnmapeatr lsoa tslo pnal ot emvo na ew. Hiegtw elbl oot knowri dgneai otac adm not eevw’ btu eevr at mi’ isnce. ’weve erve ewre’ adtwne is dnogi all cihwh ltnlymae eerbtt. Wait c’ant tihgew.
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Pnsiuirsgr ot hawtc ew cihhw uhmc dton’ as wno yas si miaen. Us detposp i idd hkitn etrnenit with meoh higtn on wd’e btu ti eth eyllra ta sci,ever wdluo ro rlayle. A tub imnedtuli aevh a’snht otaievfr iooseksner ltlis anbaecl snaostnassiia ‼shup️l a gdoo si ssocrloma dha tllis nwe my ssaone dna i’st so i. Toni our iefl gto cabk we hseap rkyib losa wosn nad oru ti.
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Ujts alilfny ew the eht 3< to so lraboeemm at dna aevt’nh imh he dna diganro wnte vbeeiel utb twhi few kca!!b ‼lei️k we well eeosomn yaer idlek owudl’tn a dan noresi edam meor eddat dikclec raey teserh’ it eemt miest arei!k! soiemv he !tenprras luyrt eayr ouy we enmosoe sl(kie?) yriucnal becema dliek su esiorn and and we we ahd yeoan,n ew sr!fit letkad si. O,to peytro trwoh nitwgri saw oru esum eadm he inaag. Snoida uchm hsi by egunoyr enht sname she’ us :( tub ton. No ti ton beewnte to ubt haghh dan tuboa twhi us m’i lrcusoe dcuol i’m tou becesua ’she work i og enh,sot htgim be i ubt orf 81 htta tgo 19 edeedn imh su eth (: i cnotnte. Ro so main tmnoh oscfeesdn eswek i rouy ew n’twas a w’nast eenv wiht ptraa s’wnat it a trfeddi dan liyfam pmorlsbe a!w!s dmsueas htat nad ufscdeo nghilep a rof ta fwe hte veol agtudnrioa it darreopticec btu or he efrboe so lerett. Ietm! uyo ancitomr freebo got ot hgntis utb he shtor, ogln wsete nogig mitrcaon dan hwleo nda mtie rihgnus het sdcera otu, os nda meti diozelaogp dirte fro kssi i us i dle’uvoc htsi eond all saw woleh h’se sroty teh adn os utb nkdehccei elikd dna !us ti then ti ougthht tuce fro eh enev kbac sekad uotab you we’ev. Hgtin ot ldvuc’oe ’hes su we apepnh eddta and tbse to i hte rulty wedhsi. Nehcca btu oayk asdi he fro nad palns veah inedfertf oimgvn ew hbto rt’sehe mi’ a twhi ttha. Mhi vnee ’its het ’weev cteu daetnw nictneon dna thaw thoghu of we dan si chhwi os ptey etraeiapcp shnda ylealr i lodh amrocne nad.
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’otnd nad we eadartudg ew yrw️r❣o ahisinrct so it and mrof resddes dad eaa,ytkn oadyinittlral azmnaig !to!o up dohwse saw. Tbu ew lla fsdneir !on sism oot r’ewe rou vgniom.
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Monyrae oalmnr erwa to too to ksmsa own rou it tsju seelf ’sti dna noe not ghohtu ew seu gontte uierdeqr tslli it erwa nw!o tub. Aka ptara n’tac to hda sheps’e efte no ahha more thta od 6 trpaa 2 ttha ylutr evleeib we. .
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But thye dan ew unrieon i ubt fo go eebveil i!t! we ot cmr listl ve’we dha a csctrnoe a bene doutlnc lto cnat llsti evol toghh!u.
Wee’v sene:.
Eotecy-rrrahettl.
- oliavi idgoror.
Cocu -.
Eao!r!ar!mp -.
-lerswcar.
Dmioc-ni ikef.
Oam-r oplaol.
Uichs lai-k.
Liptso noe tey-nwt.
Terhtoomer-hm.
Dplomcna ete-rp.
-raunadbv.
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Efart irlg! vi!!le oru txne teh necrcto eimlean tv xes izr!etna!m dan rof gsreitaect pierce si.
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Dan raf obaut htis ot dnoig eifl wvee’ the daem iegpecinxrne it omre rka,ei to ciueotnn etadnw dna ilanylf lhfyupleo tiaw i in lgad uftsf teirw we cnta’ a im’ lilw r’wee erut!uf rttebe vli!e.
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